Showing posts with label exam. Show all posts
Showing posts with label exam. Show all posts

Friday, January 13, 2012

the story

semalam exam dosage design
one of the killer subjects
tapi diuji tuhan pulak malam and pagi nye tu
demam and sakit kepale

and frankly speaking
aku kalau sakit kepale mmg kaw kaw punye
sebab migrain kot
malam tu bangun nak sty up tapi i felt so weak
so decided to just go to bed instead
hoping that pagi tu da ok

but it didnt
it only gotten worse
so sebab ptang smlm xm
wlopon urge nak tdo tu kuat sangat
tpakse la bangun nak stadi kan
letak koolefever mnom air gelen2
ade actifast tapi...
aku tak tau knape kalo mkn pcm je
msti ngantok
padahal pcm ni mere antipyretic ngan analgesic
and stau ak bukan sleep-inducer pun
tapi kalo ak mkan je msti ngantuk

so pagi tu even tho berdenyut kepale
tahan je bace

tapi emm camne la mbace dlm sakit pale ni
adoi mmg masok sipi je la
kadang2 pk knape la ak ni tak genius cam certain org
bace camtu je da leh skor
ak ni jns kene stadi hardcore pnye baru la leh skor
tu pun bukan la skor mane

tapi da saket gtu xd maknenye nak bace beriye
lagi sakit pale ad

da le gap xm sehari je nota ada 30
owh whiny sungguh aku ke? try putting urself in our shoes la
orang gap smgu due kitorang pling lame sehari
3 minggu exam gap sehari and wkend je
sile bayang brape paper kitorang amek

ok emo la ni kan
huuu
so smpai2 kat exam hall tu kol 2.30 tu
xtahan sangat so aku telan jugak actifast tu
ngan harapan time xm ilang saket pale atleast

tapi sadly tak.
i literally cried time exam tu
i hardly recall anything ive read
and as expected, i feel kinda drowsy
that i nearly dozed off
mungkin jugak sbb i felt so weak
jawab xm letak kepale atas meje cam orang xd smgt jawab
huuu

that feeling when u ad headache,drowsy, tak leh jawab
tension tengok unfamiliar faces kat xm hall
(maksudnye senior yg xpnah pun repeat b4 ni..tapi repeat paper ni)
i literally cried time xm tu

perasaan takot tu sgt2 kuat
aku risau gle ni klo rezeki xde and kne repeat paper ni
omg sedihnye klo cmtu
klo camtu 1st time la repeat ni
tsk tsk
tapi mgkn ad hikmah kot
lgpun i've faced failure yg much worse than this
tah la pasrah je la

so tu la one of things happened to me
sedihnye
sampai skg tak leh get over it

just hope lulus je
amin amin amin

think positive think positive think positive

Tuesday, January 18, 2011

bila saya sakit, dia pun sakit juge

oh tuhan.

weekend 2 minggu lepaas i battled my inner demons a.k.a the raging emotions i unexpectedly had to confront
being at the lowest, weakest, dispirited state of mind, i have failed the battle
and thus succumbed to the urge of putting the world and everything revolves on it behind me.


okeh, it's not like i neglected my tido ke (tapi die affect tang ni la bila banyak selubung kan.paham2 la ;p), mandi ke, semayang ke..not to the extent la.
im still kinda rational gitu =D



weekend aritu pulak, out of a sudden that saturday.. demam. sejuk sangat.sakit tekak.mungkin sebab i haven't fully recovered from the weak state i had the previous weekend.
sabtu ni suara ala2 chipsmore kejap ada kejap takde. bile ade die jadi EN. chipsmore sebab garau tak macho langsung..bila ada die memang seayu-ayu CIK chipsmore. suara perlahan/lembut sampai tak dengar gitu..haha.


so setakat ni memang burn lah 2 weekend berturut2 tak buat pape.
such a waste considering the fact that sekarang ni memanglah musim quiz..tsk

sekarang ni, demam and batok still ada.tapi recovering.
cakap pasal qz tadi, ya tuhan. tak susah. serius tak susah.
sebab jawapan dah ada dalam notes.
tapi what disappoint me the most is thati couldnt remember banyak gila
especially ntok dr azian and dr qamar's.
dr retno punya alhamdulillah boleh jawab sebab dah baca dulu b4 demam ni lagi.. yang lain nye,baca time demam2 ni la. frust betul sebab da bace, punya ingat2 name buah2 yg toxic tu bla2.cam ingat je..
tapi bila masuk exam hall, mana pegi nye??

teruknya.rasa geram kat diri sendiri.tapi pikir2 i shoudnt have.it wasn't my fault.i know i've tried my best, tapi considering i demam, mungkin la setiap kali batok uhuk uhuk tu keluar satu
satu mende yang i try ingat tu..hahha =D

takpela. ade la platinum lining kat awan memane ti.

oh lupa, dia pun sakit gak. =( kesian dia kerja penat2 ntok kitorang.
dah la badan kecik je. penat la tu kan.
sori ye sayang..
rest2 la dulu 2,3 ari ni k..
sedih ni tengok sakit.


ok.bye.nak stadi.esok ada quiz CVS and RESP.
tadi dah cakap dengan orang2 kat rumah..rase semangat pulak nak stadi. semoga dipermudahkan. AMIN.

and yes, DISTANCE really does make the HEART GROWS PONDER.
cam best tajuk ni kan. tunggu la update pasal ni (ceh bajet ade orang bace..tsk2)



jangan be deceited, sayang saya tu kereta Kancil i ye.
tadi tetiba pancit tayarnye.
penat bawak kitorang 8org ni la.
badan comel2 sume..hehe

current music: billy preston&syreeta-with u i'm born again

Friday, December 17, 2010

...so 1st year, thank u for all the troubles and regrets u've put me through, cos u've made me stronger

Result dah keluar..
overall syukur banyak improve
thank u Allah

cuma nak cakap just how much i was taken aback getting an A- for Basic Medicinal Chemistry.
really. i was rather in disbelief seeing it at first.
ok refer to this

'Basic Medicinal Chemistry and Pharmacology were the killer ones
i just hope i did a pretty decent crapping
good enough to convince dr merzouk and all three pharmacology lecturers
that my 'goreng' do make sense afterall
oh please do =I '


its the excerpt of the blog post i made then
Basic Medicinal Chemistry and Fundamentals of Pharmacology papers were seriously pretty hard to crack
and just so u know, i really really did goreng answering that BMC paper.and also I thought i did pretty well for Pmacology paper although the 'kesenangan soalan' tu was not any lesser but seemed like i've miscalculated. Pmacology tu tak dapat A pun tapi syukurlah. dapat BerBaloi-Baloi juge..

hmm kalau lah saya menggoreng masak juga sebagus menggoreng jawab soalan BMC tuh.. tsk tsk _-)

o yeah another one, alhamdulillah juga dapat Autstanding (haha ;D) untuk subject Leadership and Management. subject ni takde exam paper so lecturer evaluate based on class presentation, proposal presentation, powerpoint and also a writing assignment on leaders/leadership of maximum 5 paper-length. *read mine here* nak cakap i nailed time presentation tu entahla cos class nye cam ok, tapi yang proposal tu cam tah pape je..dah la kena hentam soalan pun tah pape tsk _-) tapi kalo essay tu tolong naikkan markah pun happy juga saya sebab 1) it was about my father..bangga abah kan =D 2) i wrote it during the first week of exam. punyalah kelabut nak kejar due date assignment ni..ye la ingat mula nak copy internet je tapi tak tercari2. sebab tangguh? 1) siyes bizi woh .kalau tak bizi, nak jugak masa melepak jap kan..;p 2) E.S.E.I meh. dah berkarat otak ni lama tak mengarang..

so lagi seminggu nak hantar pikir isk tulis je lah sendiri.ingat nak tulis pasal khalifah islam isk bannyak tak ingat da huhu malu pastu tun mahathir lah isk tak tahu plak nak tulis ape. so paling senang amek lah ayah sendiri sume point tahu..hehee..

nak cerita 3 paper ni jelah. sebab ade cerita pasal dia. pasal paper Immunology, Pathology, PNS etc tu takdak alkisah disebalik resultnya nya tuh. lagipun malas nak bebel panjang pasal result saya ni tak best pun nak compare ngan result orang lain


previous sem , 11 subjects that i were to take. this sem?

10 subjects. kuranglah satu. fikir positip je la kan.

-Physical Pharmacy II
-Pharmaceutical Analysis II
-Pharmacognosy
-Body System II: Respiratory
-Body System IV:Urinary System
-Body System I: Cardiovascular & Haematology System
-Body System III:Gastrointestinal & Hepatobiliary System
-Nutriceuticals and Cosmeceuticals
-Industry and Regulation
-Family Management & Parenting

banyak. tapi as i promise mama abah i'll do my best to nail them.
and with Gods' will too i would try my best to keep myself in a steady,stable state
just like i was last semester. even better i hope

emosi stabil itu penting sepentingnya.
i recalled my 1 st year in UIA. a totaaal mess.
thank God dikurniakan sedikit sikap kerajinan
jadi masih stadi tapi tension sikit je call rumah
tengah2 kelas tiba2 je leleh isk cam bebudak
emo gile omg tak pernah se-emo ni depan orang (dulu ade la tp kat rumah..hehe)
i also once cried in front of my mentor Dr Helal
siap Dr bagi tissue lagi..punye la kan __-)
pasal result le
omg how embarassing is that!
rasanya never did i shed tears in front of men except for abah, imi, arwah atuk
nangis pasal laki ade lah .. ;p ;p
kecik2 dulu lain cita la satu lagi time abah mama went for haj siyes sayu je time tu

1st sem result harap lulus je
2nd sem lagi emo tapi syukur result naik le ciput
3rd sem( sem lepas) alhamdulillah
4th sem ni?? semoga dapat naikkan dari result 3rd sem tapi kalau maintain pun dah syukur.cuma harap dapat naikkan cgpa lagi.

semoga Tuhan permudahkan.

wannna regret what i did, who i was back at that time but realizing how much it motivated and inspired me to change, i should indeed just cherish, be grateful towards it as well as learn to accept all that as part of my ongoing life experiences . so 1st year, thank u for all the troubles and regrets u've put me through, cos u've made me stronger.


oh juga makcik sayangku kat uitm puncak alam sana, congrats a lot dear. u sangat2 deserve it.
hepi untuk kamu juga

Tuesday, March 2, 2010

saya mengaku tadi saya tidur banyak ...

... jadi sekarang saya kena berhempas(badan atas katil)-pulas(mata bagi dia tak kelip2)
tinggal atas (stay up) untuk belajar arab
untuk mid sem test saya hari rabu ni

dah study minggu lepas
tapi saya ni sekor seorang manusia
yang senang lupa tambahan pula (eh perkataan bahasa melayu skema jarang guna ni tak pulak kau lupa..pelik2)
subjek arab ni subjek bukan kegemaran saya
errr jap..apa subjek kegemaran saya di sini ya?oh tiada..tak nak cerita lebih nanti cerita sedih keluar..hukhuk

tapi kelas arab saya sukaaaaaaaaaa sangat
ustaz sangat sporting and suka bercerita
(padahal kitorang ni time ustaz cerita je baru semangat, time ajar longlai je sekor2 nampak..ahaha)
eh sorang2..alaaa..sekor2 takpe kan, baru mesra sikit..;p

dan walau macam mana sibuk pun
perempuan mana tak suka camwhore sorang2


i geram ngan arab sampai nak gigit2 je..nyam2..lapar pulak tengah malam ni.isk2

tak mengaku maknanya penipu gergasi!
periksa komputer riba gadis-gadis anda mesti ada punya
pergi ke 'pictures' maka ribuan jika tak jutaan gambar camwhore boleh didapati disitu





eh eh eh..
pergi mana tuh cik abang?
kat 'videos' tuh tak kan jumpa video lucah punya lah
minta maaf lah



kalau saya punya komputer riba lah
orang lain saya tak jamin
;D


saya banyak mengarut saya tahu tapi
saya suka mengarut jadi saya hanya tahu mengarut
izinkan saya melakukan aktiviti kesukaan saya ini sebentar
kenapa saya banayk cakap bahasa melayu standard?
sebab saya pembentang tajuk 'bahasa melayu standard'
dalm kelas bahasa melayu jadi saya kena praktikkannya

anda paham?tak paham
sila get lost n get a life
eh bunyi kasar je tapi kalau terjemah ke bm
sila dapatkan kehilangan dan dapatkan kehidupan

bunyi macam penceramah memberi kata2 semangat kepada
orang yang sesat dalam mencari erti kehidupan je

eh eh kenapa bunyi semakin skema ni
oh lupa saya memang sedang syahdu(emo) sekarang
mengenangkan rumah dan keluarga yang sangat saya rindui



baik saya sampai di sini sahaja
terima kasih kepada sesiapa yang sanggup baca karutan saya
yang maha panjang ini
hanya klik di nuffnang blog anda dan sebagai pelawat unik dapat saya balas kepada anda sekalian


moral di sebalik cerita ini(lebih tepat ayat terakhir): weh tinggal komen kat sini weh!



Sunday, January 10, 2010

updates of moi

1. i'm totally addicted with driving right now! (tu la kale kete kancil ku)

2. i'm soo in a complicated state of mind (shikin and lala are probably aware of this ;p)

3. i've spent lotttsss of money this sem.external hard disc, new PINK earfon,shiseido, face shop, kasot..but 1 thing i was hepi on spending was the buku syariat wuteve bought with ciknad,shikin,brit...hope it helps my fardhu ain. still, it's only the early sem maaa..i donno it the money could last till d end of sem.klo x, minta pa&ma le..hehe luv u both

4. i'm soooo liking my 10 am recess time, lately

5. i miss home badly.especially that my sis is coming home end of this month.and i donno if i can be there..darn uia sgt kedekut cuti! isk

6. tgah gila lagu zoobi doobi (cite 3 idiots).kareena n aamir look cute together

7. really like my new pink mp3's earfon. way better than the old one yg tcabot
cos farah xtahan sgt nk gi toilet..hahaha.silly me

8. is happy that alpha lipid kinda works on combating my allergy on animal protein..leh la makan sket.no longer the unhappy-vegetarian i was..hukhuk

9. as a consequence of no 8, muke i yang cengkung sket dulu(bak kate fiza la) da tembam da skg..hepi ke gini?

10. exam's coming up.cuaks gile..

last but definitely not the least, i'm hoping that somehow a miracle would come by. miracles in lots of thing.

amin.
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