...so 1st year, thank u for all the troubles and regrets u've put me through, cos u've made me stronger

Result dah keluar..
overall syukur banyak improve
thank u Allah

cuma nak cakap just how much i was taken aback getting an A- for Basic Medicinal Chemistry.
really. i was rather in disbelief seeing it at first.
ok refer to this

'Basic Medicinal Chemistry and Pharmacology were the killer ones
i just hope i did a pretty decent crapping
good enough to convince dr merzouk and all three pharmacology lecturers
that my 'goreng' do make sense afterall
oh please do =I '

its the excerpt of the blog post i made then
Basic Medicinal Chemistry and Fundamentals of Pharmacology papers were seriously pretty hard to crack
and just so u know, i really really did goreng answering that BMC paper.and also I thought i did pretty well for Pmacology paper although the 'kesenangan soalan' tu was not any lesser but seemed like i've miscalculated. Pmacology tu tak dapat A pun tapi syukurlah. dapat BerBaloi-Baloi juge..

hmm kalau lah saya menggoreng masak juga sebagus menggoreng jawab soalan BMC tuh.. tsk tsk _-)

o yeah another one, alhamdulillah juga dapat Autstanding (haha ;D) untuk subject Leadership and Management. subject ni takde exam paper so lecturer evaluate based on class presentation, proposal presentation, powerpoint and also a writing assignment on leaders/leadership of maximum 5 paper-length. *read mine here* nak cakap i nailed time presentation tu entahla cos class nye cam ok, tapi yang proposal tu cam tah pape je..dah la kena hentam soalan pun tah pape tsk _-) tapi kalo essay tu tolong naikkan markah pun happy juga saya sebab 1) it was about my father..bangga abah kan =D 2) i wrote it during the first week of exam. punyalah kelabut nak kejar due date assignment ni..ye la ingat mula nak copy internet je tapi tak tercari2. sebab tangguh? 1) siyes bizi woh .kalau tak bizi, nak jugak masa melepak jap kan..;p 2) E.S.E.I meh. dah berkarat otak ni lama tak mengarang..

so lagi seminggu nak hantar pikir isk tulis je lah sendiri.ingat nak tulis pasal khalifah islam isk bannyak tak ingat da huhu malu pastu tun mahathir lah isk tak tahu plak nak tulis ape. so paling senang amek lah ayah sendiri sume point tahu..hehee..

nak cerita 3 paper ni jelah. sebab ade cerita pasal dia. pasal paper Immunology, Pathology, PNS etc tu takdak alkisah disebalik resultnya nya tuh. lagipun malas nak bebel panjang pasal result saya ni tak best pun nak compare ngan result orang lain


previous sem , 11 subjects that i were to take. this sem?

10 subjects. kuranglah satu. fikir positip je la kan.

-Physical Pharmacy II
-Pharmaceutical Analysis II
-Pharmacognosy
-Body System II: Respiratory
-Body System IV:Urinary System
-Body System I: Cardiovascular & Haematology System
-Body System III:Gastrointestinal & Hepatobiliary System
-Nutriceuticals and Cosmeceuticals
-Industry and Regulation
-Family Management & Parenting

banyak. tapi as i promise mama abah i'll do my best to nail them.
and with Gods' will too i would try my best to keep myself in a steady,stable state
just like i was last semester. even better i hope

emosi stabil itu penting sepentingnya.
i recalled my 1 st year in UIA. a totaaal mess.
thank God dikurniakan sedikit sikap kerajinan
jadi masih stadi tapi tension sikit je call rumah
tengah2 kelas tiba2 je leleh isk cam bebudak
emo gile omg tak pernah se-emo ni depan orang (dulu ade la tp kat rumah..hehe)
i also once cried in front of my mentor Dr Helal
siap Dr bagi tissue lagi..punye la kan __-)
pasal result le
omg how embarassing is that!
rasanya never did i shed tears in front of men except for abah, imi, arwah atuk
nangis pasal laki ade lah .. ;p ;p
kecik2 dulu lain cita la satu lagi time abah mama went for haj siyes sayu je time tu

1st sem result harap lulus je
2nd sem lagi emo tapi syukur result naik le ciput
3rd sem( sem lepas) alhamdulillah
4th sem ni?? semoga dapat naikkan dari result 3rd sem tapi kalau maintain pun dah syukur.cuma harap dapat naikkan cgpa lagi.

semoga Tuhan permudahkan.

wannna regret what i did, who i was back at that time but realizing how much it motivated and inspired me to change, i should indeed just cherish, be grateful towards it as well as learn to accept all that as part of my ongoing life experiences . so 1st year, thank u for all the troubles and regrets u've put me through, cos u've made me stronger.


oh juga makcik sayangku kat uitm puncak alam sana, congrats a lot dear. u sangat2 deserve it.
hepi untuk kamu juga

a very quick update!

e life's been very busy this semester
i mean with all the quizzes!!
i can hardly breathe!

and FYI our quizzes
are SO not like the ones at other UNIs
we do NOT have mid sem xm anymore
and all these mengarot quizzes-le yang replace our mid sem

i really do effing miss mid sem xm!
my life has never been this hectic b4
very tight,packed schedule that i even neglected this love of life lame gile
ok tomorrow got the 2nd pathology quiz
the 1st one was quite good alhamdulillah
hoping that i could nail tomorrows' as well..

amin.amin.amin.


dont forget sedekah2kan doa2 anda ye peeps
bulan pose ni banyakkn la sedekah ye
no matter whatever it is

;D

just a few latest pics of me in uia

sebenarnya nak post lagi pasal sendayu rendah, but since the video
i was intending to put together here susah sangat nak di upload
so ive decided to publish this post instead (nanti la video sendayu rendah tuh i post)

lame sudah tak letak gamba
honestly i hate taking pictures to the max

so tak banyak gambar diri sendiri
tapi naseb bek la geng2 sini

rajin2 sumenye tangkap gambar

so ada lah seketul dua gambar time uni ni

and sebab ni blog i sendiri so tak salah kan nak upload letak sini buat kenangan

kan?kan?kan?

*gedik kucing eh*

time makan ngan shera and shikin(si photographer cantik melecun) kat johnny's b4 movie the christmas carol yang maha bosan

lepas makan kat island red cafe..tuh bebudak laki belakang tuh (ifdzal & hazwan) geng CORP kitorang.nak sangat belanja kitorang..haaaa..kami ni kuat makan dan kurang malu orangnya..hehe

gambar geli gedikz kucing mesti ade

haaa..mira!anda ditahan kerana mengedar vcd lucah..ahaha..diorang la ni kat fb.i ikut je..lalala

farah(me),mira,anis,shikin.semangat kitorang gi support budak laki pmacy lawan bola ngan budak medic..disebabkan kami cheerleaders berkaliber ni diorang menang besa..cayelah kitorang.haha

posing ajelah keje kitorang

farah(me),ciknad,shikin,anis,mira. the pompom-less cheerleaders

ooo..tekun nye farah menengok game bola. padahal sepatah mende rules ke hape tak tau

smile

tulah die saya throughout kat uia kuantan ni..mereka2 ni lah yang
permata hati(chewah!) saya kat sini..takde depa tak tau lah cmne..

UTAS vs UIAM

actually post ni takde lah maksudnya aku nak compare between
both universities.. just sebab aku dapat dua2 offer dari dua uni ni aje.

tapi, yelah,kita rakyat malaysia ni sedap sedap ati je nak suka atau prefer universiti dari luar. yelah, dalam kes aku ni, UTAS(university of tasmania,australia)

walaupun kedua-dua surat ni sama intipati die tapi aku personally melihat
nilai yang ada pada surat tawaran UTAS ni lebih tinggi dari UIAM. walaupun surat UTAS ni
sebenarnya hanyalah ber'ink kan ink Canon dari printer rumahku(sebab dia hantar tru emel jek) berbanding dengan surat UIAM yang siap ada dakwat gold lagi..tapi nilai yang ada pada nama 'Universiti kat Australia' tu haaa yang kita nampak..(sorilah gamba low quality and definitionnye, i tak sampai seru lagi beli digital cam lagi..sila sponsor kalo baek ati..teehee)




tapi walau macam mana pun, syukur alhamdulillah ke hadrat Allah sebab diberi rezeki lagi.
walaupun gagal ke sana, tapi Dia bermurah hati memberikan ku dan rakan2ku yang lain tempat di tanah air sendiri, siap jadik international student from australia lagi(hatta tak pernah walau sejengkal tapak kaki ni menapak atas bumi ostrolia tuh..ahhaha)

oklah,tu aje cerita UTAS. cerita UIAM pula..kalau anda malaysian mesti tahu uni ape ni tapi kalau terlepas tengok ke, it stands for Universiti Islam Antrabangsa Malaysia/IIUM. so basically it's an Islamic-based university..

mula2 dapat offer ni, macam2 perasaan ade kat kepala lutut otakku ni.syukur ada, takut ada, risau ada..macam2 ada la,bak kata astro(eei tak best @#$@%&^@$#@ pun astro mustika! nyesal subscribe!)

aku admit agak risau dengan peraturannya yang mungkin strict gila!(padahal diri sendiri skema mak pandir..ahaha), lepas tuh kena pass bahasa arab untuk grad nanti (last time aku belajar arab was during my kindergarten-years), peraturan pemakaiannya yang mungkin agak ketat especially kepada kaum hawa( kena pakai tudung labuh ke?) etc..

tapi lama2 fikir, mungkin ada hikmah di sebalik semua ni.
mungkin tuhan sedang tunjuk jalan kepada aku supaya jadi muslimah lebih baik, solehah dan ayu (ececeh..jangan korang muntah pulak atas keyboard tuh ye)

mak aku pon sendiri cakap " baguslah diba dapat UIA. mana tau terbukak ati nak fully pakai tudung nanti"

dalam hati memang rase agak geram bila mama cakap camtu sebab yelah..ati tak sepenuhnya kan.
ok aku admit.i memang jenis minah on-off pakai tudung. it's between pleasing my parents dan jugak ketidaksediaan nak sepenuhnya bertudung. and sometimes diorang pon agak lenient ngn kitorang adik bradik..tu yang jadi on-off tuh.
hmmmm..

mungkin juga Allah sayangkan aku. nak tunjuk jalan ke arah lebih baik

mungkin di UIA tuh aku camni kot





eh tak..kat UIA takleh pakai camni..lagipon cam more to taliban je aku nengok..ok2 tuka




haaa.. better.. =) even though cam geli je muke tuu



tapi aku tahu, kalau pun bila dah keluar UIA nanti, tak mampu juga nak bukak pintu hati
ni nak fully bertudung, i know, ada niat ke arah tu memang ade,tapi belom lagi..orang lain maybe pikir ni alasan je tapi i know myself better.

mungkin UIA bukanlah pemangkin saya ke arah itu lagi.








nways,UIAM, here i come.tomorrow.



saje random: still risau pasal arab tuh..ya rabbi..cuak2.




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