Sunday, April 26, 2009

an earthquake in me

erk?


sori.i mispelled<--- =p , the title of my currently favourite k-pop song 'heartquake'. hehehe i friggin'(copycat word ciknad a bit)HEART it!

i'm so excited about promoting this song here.
a very small contribution i could do for them

madly LUV the rap part.
and also the chorus part
omg yesung's vocal is so sexy!
i don't care if i sound like a pervert or what.hoho
he did it in 'sorry sorry' and
ooppss he did it again.



i just wanna that super junior kry rocks!
and not to mention my dbsk oppas,
saranghae <3

이별 넌 쉽니 (Heartquake) ft. Yunho & Yoochun of DBSK - Super Junior

이별 넌 쉽니
ibyeol neon shwibni

( I Hate You) (I Miss You)
Rap > Shit man, I do feel so sorry, ‘bout to say something what –uh

너무 뻔해 모두 대충 그러려니 항상 쉽게 우리만의
neomu ppeonhae modu daechung geureogyeoni hangsang shwibge urimanui
사랑을 입술에 담고 오르고 내리니
sarangeun ipseule dapgo oreugo naerina
나란 사람으로 인해 벌써 많은 상처를 받은 너에게..
naran sarameuro inhae beolsseo manheun sacheoreul badeun naege..
그러니 어떻게 이별의 통보를 너에게 빨리 말하라는거니?
geureoni etteohke ibyeolwi tongboreul naege ppali malhalaneun geoni?
읽으려고 했던 책을 몇 페이지 넘기지 못하고
ilkeumryeogo haetdon chaekeum myeoch peo iji neomgi meothaego
이제 막 시작한 사랑은 추억보다 빨리 이별을 만나고 니 생각대로 그 모든 잘못을 탓해도 난 할말이 없어
ije man shijan han sarangeun chu-eokboda ppalli ibyeoreul mannagoni saenggakdaero geumodeun jalmoteun tahaedo nan halmali epseo
기억이 없으면 좋겠다는 말에 더 이상 대꾸도 못하겠어 연예인이 하는 사랑.. 다 그런거지…
gieoki epseumyon jolghettda male da isang daekkudo mothageosseo yonyeini haneun sarang.. da geuryeongeoji

*내 갈라진 심장 (Girl) 사랑할 땐 내 맘 다 흔들고선 (Girl)
nae gallajin shimjang (Girl) saranghan ddaen nae mam da heundeulgoseon (Girl)
이별 할 땐 그 맘 갈라놓아 널 사랑한 맘 모두 부숴 버리면 너무 아아아아 아파 어떻게
ibyeol han ddaen geu mam dallanoa neol saranghan mam modu bushwo peolimyeon neomu ah ah ah ah apa etteohke
살라는 거니? (Girl) 넌 그렇게 떠나면 끝 인 거니 (Oh~)
sarraneun geoni? (Girl) neon geuryeoge tteonamyeon kkeut in geoni (Oh~)
내게 준 상처 따윈 모르니 울고 있을 날 생각 못하니
naege jun sangche ttawin moreuni ulgo isseul nal saenggak mothani
너무 아아아아 아파 이렇게 혼자가 된 난..이별 넌 쉽니
nomu ah ah ah ah apa ireohke honjaga dwin nan..ibyeol neon shwibni

( I Hate You) (I Miss You)
Rap> 매일 밤 소주로 하루를 달래는 난 더 이상 갈 곳이 없는 마음이 아파 아파
maeil bam sojulo harureul dallaeneun nan deo isang gal geoshi eopneun maumi apa apa
너와 함께한 모든 추억이 이제는 사진 속에 묻어있는 순간 그렇게 가니 가니
neowa hamkkehan modeun chueoki ijeneun sajin seoke mudeo itneun sungan geureohke gani gani
내 맘을 아프게 한 채.. 내 맘이 들리지 않니? 크게 소리쳐 보는데…
nae maemeul apeugeo han chae.. nae mami deulliji anni? keuge sorichyeo poneunde
니가 죽으라 하면 죽고 니가 있어야 사는 난 내 심장까지도 다 줘버렸는데….
niga jukeula hamyeon juko niga isseoya saneun nan nae shimjang kkajido da jwo beoryeotneunde
Now expressions, spaces of our relationship
what kind of problems make you so hard and sad and weak
수십배 다른 사람보다 잘해도 그 순간뿐이야 그래봤자 그 감동 며칠 지나면 마음속의 그림뿐이야
soshipbae dareun saramboda jalhaedo geu seunganppuniya geurae bwatja geu kamdong myeochil jinamyeon maeum soke geurimppuniya
Heartquake lyrics on
http://music.yeucahat.com/song/Chinese-French/51519-Heartquake~Super-Junior-U-know-Yunho-Micky-Yoochun.html

생각보다 쉬운일이야 진실한 사랑이 내게서 떠나는걸 나 혼자 바라봤던….
saenggakboda shwiuniliya jinshilhan sarangi naegeseo tteonaneungeol na hanja barabwatdeon…
그 무엇보다도 소중했던 슬픈 영화 같은 이야기…. 바로 내 이야기….
geu mu-eotbodado sojunghaetdeon seulpeun yeonghwa gateun iyagi…baro nae iyagi
모두 부수고 떠난 너
modu busugo tteonan neo

*내 갈라진 심장 (Girl) 사랑할 땐 내 맘 다 흔들고선 (Girl)
nae gallajin shimjang (Girl) saranghan ttaen nae mam da heundeulgoseon (Girl)
이별 할 땐 그 맘 갈라놓아 널 사랑한 맘 모두 부숴 버리면 너무 아아아아 아파 어떻게
ibyeol han ttaen geu mam dallanoa neol saranghan mam modu bushwo
peolimyeon neomu ah ah ah ah apa etteohke
살라는 거니? (Girl) 넌 그렇게 떠나면 끝 인 거니 (Oh~)
sarraneun geoni? (Girl) neon geuryeoge tteonamyeon kkeut in geoni (Oh~)
내게 준 상처 따윈 모르니 울고 있을 날 생각 못하니
naege jun sangche ttawin moreuni ulgo isseul nal saenggak mothani
너무 아아아아 아파 이렇게 혼자가 된 난..이별 넌 쉽니
nomu ah ah ah ah apa ireohke honjaga dwin nan..ibyeol neon shwibni

너 이렇게 떠날 거면 남김없이 모두 갖고 떠나가
neo ireohke tteonal geomyeon namgimeopshi modu kajgo tteonaga
행복 이었던 추억들도 점점 괴롭힐 그리움도 내 가슴에 남을 사랑도
haengbok ieotdan chueokdeundo jamjam gwirophin geurieumdo nae gaseume nameul sarangdo

*이별 넌 쉽니 (Girl) 사랑할 땐 내 맘 다 흔들고선 (Girl)
ibyeol neon shwibni (girl) saranghal ttaen nae mam da heundeugoseon (Girl)
이별할 땐 그 맘 갈라놓아 날 사랑한 맘 모두 부숴 버려도 너는 아아아아 아픔 모르니 ?
ibyeol han ttaen geu mam gallanoa nal saranghan mam modu bushwo beoryeodo naneun ah ah ah ah apa moreuni?
견딜 수 있니 (Girl) 넌 그렇게 떠나면 끝인 거니 (Oh~)
kyeondil su itni (girl) neon geureoke tteonamyeon kkeutin geoni (Oh~)
또 누군갈 아프게 할 거니 울고 있을 날 생각 못하니
tto nogungal apeuge hal geoni ulgo isseul nal saenggak mothani
너무 아아아아 아파 이렇게 혼자가 된 난
nomu ah ah ah ah apa ireohke hanjaga dwen nan

Rap>
정신차려 바보야 내 사람이 아니잖아 이제 다시 전처럼 돌아갈 수 없잖아
jeongshincharyeo paboya nae sarami anijana ije dashi jeoncheoreom dolagal su eopjana
너도 알고 있잖아 너 하나만을 너 하나만을 바라본 내 마음을…
nado algo itjana neo hanamaneul neo hanamaneul barabon nae maeumeul
미리 말했어야 했는데 수없이도 반복했는데 “미안해” “사랑해” 지겹도록 입에 담았었는데
miri malhaesseoya haetneunde su eopshido banbok haetneunda “mianhae” “saranghae” jigyeobdorok ibe damasseotneunde
미리 말했어야 했는데 수없이도 반복했는데… 그래… 나란 사람이란 이래…
miri malhaesseoya haetneunde su eopshido banbok haetneunde…geurae…naran saramiran irae…


ENGLISH translation


farewell.. is it easy for you?

shit man, I do feel sorry, 'bout to say something what -uh

it's obvious.. since you do everything hastily
always going up and down with our love easily at your lips
as a person, i already received a lot of pains from you..
so how do you want me to quickly send you a report of our breakup?
only being able to flip a few pages of book that were going to read..
now our recently started love meets farewell faster than memories..
even if you take all the blame, I have nothing to say
saying that I wish there were no memories.. I have nothing else to say

love of a celebrity..
it's always like this

my borken heart(girl), when we loved you shook my heart(girl)
now we're breaking up you break that heart..
when you smash apart the heart that loved you
it h-h-h-h-hurts so much
how am I supposed to live?(girl)
is it the end once you loeave like this?(oh)
don't you know that wounds that you gave me?
can't you think of me who's crying?
is h-h-h-h-hurts so much
me, sho has become alone..

is farewell easy for you?

I drink every night to comfort my day..
having nowhere to go, my heart hurts, hurts
the moment that the memories with you become buried in pictures
why do you leave, leave
leaving my heart in pain
can't you heart my heart?
it's crying out to you..
if you tell me to die, I'll die. I need you to live..
I even gave you all my heart

now expressions, spaces of our relationship
what kind of problems make you so hard and sad and weak
even you're better than thousands of peaople, it's merely a moment
even then, those feelings become merely a pcture in the heart after
a few days
it's easier than you think me, who looked at the one whim i truly loved
leaving...
more than that.. the story that's like a sad movie... my story

you who destroyed everything and left

my broken heart(girl).. when we loved you shook my heart(girl)
now when we're breaking up you break that heart..
when you smash apart the heart that loved you
it h-h-h-h-hurts so much
how am I supposed to live?(girl)
is it the end once you leave like this?(oh)
don't you know that wounds that you gave me?
can't you think of me who's crying?
is h-h-h-h-hurts so much
me, sho has become alone..

if you're going to going to leave me like this
take everything and go
even the yearing for the happy memories
that will slowly start to annoy me
even the love that remains in my heart

is farewell easy for you(girl)
(wake up, fool.)
when you love you shook me heart(girl)
(you're not my person. now we can't even go back to before
you know it too..)
now when we're breaking up you break that heart..
(my heart that looked at only you, only you)
when you smash apart the heart that loved you
(I should have sadi it earlier.. even though I repeated it countless
times "sorry I love you" even though I put those words in my
mouth repeatedly)
don't you know the h-h-h-h-hurt?
(I should have said it earlier.. even though I repeated it countless
times yeah..)
can you endure it?(girl)
(the person who's me is like this..)
is it the end once you leave like this?(oh)
are you going to hurt someone else?
can't you think of me who's crying?
it h-h-h-h-hurts so much
me, who has become alone..

credits : buffagent15



current mood : frustrated.gif frustated much..aril takde kat diari daa

current music : aku dan dirimu-ari lasso feat BCL



Saturday, April 25, 2009

i'm so MAD! LIGHT ON please

if you think this post is about me being emo again or simply about wrath..








GOTCHA!


cos it ain't gonna be that way(eksyen guna slang omputeh jap.hoho)



MAD(ne-yo) and LIGHT ON(david cook) are actually my currently favorite english songs.

i recommend MAD to lovebirds out there who constantly fight with each other.
hope this song will kinda enlighten that relationship a bit
btw i love this part of the song so much

this ain't the way that love is supposed to go, what happened to working it out?
We fall into this place where you ain't backing down, and I ain't backing down,
so what the hell do we do now?

and u need to watch the vc as well. it's at the time that u lose your loved ones that u actually realised that u loved and longed for them before..(hehe..mind me if this is kinda corny)

Oooo oooo oooo
Oooo oooo ummm

She's staring at me, I'm sitting wondering what she's thinking
Ummm Nobody's talking, cause' talking just turns into screaming (Oooo)
And now yes I'm yelling over her, she yelling over me,
all that that means is neither of us are listening,
and what's even worse, that we don't even remember why we're fighting

It's all for nothing (fighting for)
nothing, (crying for)
nothing, (oohh)

When we won't let it go for nothing, (come back for)
nothing,
it should be nothing
to a love like what we got oh baby

I know sometimes it's gonna rain,
But baby can we make up now
cause' I can't sleep through the pain (can't sleep through the pain)
girl I don't want to go to bed, mad at you
and I don't want you to go to bed, mad at me
no I don't want to go to bed mad at you
and I don't want you to go to bed, mad at me (oh noo)

Umm
and it gets me upset girl when you're constantly accusing
(asking questions like you already know)
hey we're fighting this war when both of us are losing
(this ain't the way that love is supposed to go, what happened to working it out?)
We fall into this place where you ain't backing down, and I ain't backing down,
so what the hell do we do now?

It's all for nothing (fighting for)
nothing, (crying for)
nothing... (oohh)

When we won't let it go for nothing,
nothing,
it should be nothing
to a love like what we got oh baby

I know sometimes it's gonna rain,
But baby can we make up now
cause' I can't sleep through the pain (can't sleep through the pain)
girl I don't want to go to bed mad at you
and I don't want you to go to bed, mad at me
no I don't want to go to bed mad at you
and I don't want you to go to bed, mad at me (oh noo)

Oh baby this love ain't gone be perfect, (perfect perfect oh no)
And just how good it's gonna be
We can fuss and we can fight long as everything is alright between us before we go to sleep...

Baby we're gonna be...

Yah.... Baby....

ohhhh....ohhhh

I know sometimes it's gonna rain,
But baby can we make up now
cause' I can't sleep through the pain (can't sleep through the pain)
girl I don't want to go to bed mad at you
and I don't want you to go to bed, mad at me
no I don't want to go to bed mad at you
and I don't want you to go to bed, mad at me (oh noo, nooo, noo)


LIGHT ON by david cook was not my on my list at first. he's not even my favourite american idol and i am more into the other david-u-know-who.

ok whatever. my first time watching the vc, i was "oh..isnt that the girl from kyle xy?"
then, layan jela. after quite some time listening to it, i finally fall for it. great song, sexy voice.
i'm serious man. macho tuh suara! dengar2 jangan tak dengar. frankly, i dont really understand what this song is all about. likin' cook's voice a lot!

hehe

Never really said too much
Afraid it wouldn’t be enough
Just try to keep my spirits up
When there’s no point in grieving
Doesn’t matter anyway
Words could never make me stay
Words will never take my place
When you know I’m leaving

Chorus
Try to leave a light on when I’m gone
Something I rely on to get home
One I can feel at night
A naked light, a fire to keep me warm
Try to leave a light on when I’m gone
Even in the daylight, shine on
And when it’s late at night you can look inside
You won’t feel so alone
david cook lyrics on www.lyrics-celebrities.anekatips.com

You know we’ve been down that road
What seems a thousand times before
My back to a closing door and my eyes to the seasons
That roll out underneath my heels
And you don’t know how bad it feels
To leave the only one that I have ever believed in

Chorus
Try to leave a light on when I’m gone
Something I rely on to get home
One I can feel at night
A naked light, a fire to keep me warm
Try to leave a light on when I’m gone
Even in the daylight, shine on
And when it’s late at night you can look inside
You won’t feel so alone

Sometimes it feels like we’ve run out of luck
When the signal keeps on breaking up
When the wires cross in my brain
You’ll start my heart again
When I come along

Chorus
Try to leave a light on when I’m gone
Something I rely on to get home
One I can feel at night
A naked light, a fire to keep me warm
Try to leave a light on when I’m gone
Even in the daylight, shine on
And when it’s late at night you can look inside
You won’t feel so alone


current mood : good.gif nothing but goooood.

current music : reset- super junior


Friday, April 24, 2009

takde sebab nak malu, sorok-sorok muka lagi

.. untuk mengaku anda (cover line nih) adalah mati-susah kipas atau dalam bahase senang sket ,die-hard fan kepada sedare shah indrawan. isk sape nih?





TOMOK daa..

ok memanglah saya takdelah tahap die-hard fan beliau tapi saya ngaku saya adela minat beliau
masa zaman 'sejarah mungkin berulang' ..heheh

tapi takde sebab nak malu lagi kan sekarang cos contestant the hottest season yet of one in a million (OIAM) ni memang calon feveret ramai in becoming the next millionaire(juare of kos).

at the very first time saya lihat beliau masa time audition, i admit i was really sceptical about him being in the show. mamat leleh tuh..(gelaran oleh mereka-mereka yang kini terpaksa hisap kahak masing2 di atas lantai..hoho)

and then he made it so the show. becoming one of the contestants.masa tuh saya dah 'wow! tomok..tak sangke dowh.."

i was still sceptical.

and he really opened my already-wide-eyes(ceh perasan) at the time he won his first immunity during the 2nd or the 3rd concert.can't recall..it proved that he has a lot to give rather than just jiwang2 and FYI, immunity ni diberi kepada contestant yang paling mantOp mase perform and it was given by judges plak tuh..bukan senang nak please-kan paul moss tuh.. and bile tengok performance dia memang banyak impovement in terms of vocal as compared to the then tomok.

and not only the judges yang impressed with tomok, even the voters are.
buktinya, sekarang whcih is already at the TOP 4 position, tomok is leading (yeay!) followed by esther, nine and weera.

one has to go before finals ..





and please1000000000x
let it be weera...or esther

saye mau lihat tomok dan dan nine di finals as much as i want akim and aril during the AF's finals nanti..

apa yang saya suka pasal OIAM is sebab dia tak banyak drama as compared to AF. takde la nak kenen2 si polan ngan si polan macam AF..

tapi saya juga sukakan drama sebab tuh saya layan jugak AF.
oklah tak bias,dua2 best.

sebenarnya, sekarang nih takde mende nak buat kat rumah sangat sebab tuh la layan reality shows nih.hehe

cakap pasal tomok teringat pada alin(kawan sekolah dlu) yang memang tak malu-malu admit gilekan tomok.hoho..sampai die menangis-nangis bila orang ejek tomok dia mamat jiwang, sore sengau etc..klaka bile ingat masa tuh.sekarang tak macam tu lagi kan alin??


ok btw malam ni penentu sape top 3 OIAM.
omg nervous2..


current mood :hungry.gif hungreeeeeeee

current music : heartquake- super junior feat yoochun, yunho

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

cobaan ke2 ke arah 'fuwyf berdedikasi'...berjaya!


masakan sayur sawi (nama spesifik masakan gagal dikenalpasti)


sambal udang petai (eksyen je letak petai padahal takdak pon..say euwww to petai)



alhamdulillah sebab berjaya juga orang yang kurang pandai masak ini
melakukan transformasi ala-ala AF7 ke atas udang dan sawi menjadikan
mereka sedap dan nyaman dimamam..hoho(bolehlah..bagi saye..heh =p)
fuhaz ku kini boleh tersenyum lebaaaaaaaar....


saje random: rambut pendek gorgeous rihanna is sooo cute on irma hasmie masa ABPBH 08 last sunday which makes me wonder..maybe i should chop off my hair as well.hoho. n aril af7 is omg! comeynye die duet ngan marsha lagu 'aku dan dirimu'.
jom afundi AKIM n ARIL!


current mood : relaxed.gif relaxed

current music : aku dan dirimu - ari lasso feat BCL diiringi bunyian kucing2 jantan gatal nak mengawan pepagi bute nih..cess




Tuesday, April 7, 2009

fanatiknya beliau pada parti pemerintah

i am not really into politics.
was before.
but not anymore.
but this situation is kinda interesting for me

warning : harap post ini tidak disalahanggap. ini hanye sekadar perkongsian kisah biase si penulis.bukan nak suroh sokong sape2 aaa.trimas


it's 8pm something when mama and i were watching oprah. and suddenly teringat pulak
hari ni merupakan hari ketiga-tiga batang ai, bukit selambau and bukit gantang ada pilihan raya kecil serentak. so apparently, the results maybe dah sampai buletin utama kot.

farah : em mama dah kol 8 lebih la. tak tengok berite ke? tengok sape menang..
bondaku sayang : eii mama tak nak..takut la bn kalah. mama takut tak boleh tdo.
farah : err...r u serious? bia btol mama ni (sambil buat muke pelik) emm takpelah.intenet ade.nti diba check la sndrik.
bondaku sayang : diba janganlah..jangan bagitau mama result die.janji tau.nanti mama takleh tido.esok nak sekolah(beliau seorang guru)
farah : (gelak gelak gelak dan gelak) ok2. klaka la mama ni(ayat cliche saye)

so we continued watching oprah.


ok.skrg she's in bed, so iwas kinda excited to know.
just curious.
so i checked for the results online.

then i found out that the opposition won 2 out of 3.
bn only succeeded in batang ai.

hmmmmmmmm...............

















mesti mama frust gile.
sangat.amat.esok bile die tau.


dan saye pon sedih juge.
sebab mama sedeh.
macam nk meleleh pon ade ni..
i am no crybaby.
kan saye cakap saye maken emosi sekarang.
terlebih emosi lately........








current mood : sad.gloomy.

Sunday, April 5, 2009

rindu kawan.rindu ayam. <-- huh?

rindu betul aku kat member-member lama aku sekarang nih.
tak kisah dari era mane zaman mane ke(ade seorang kawan laki aku time tadika yang suke bebenar main kejar2 ngan aku dulu sampai terselak-selak kain tadika aku tuh..hohoo.mane die skrg), laki ke perempuan ke transgender ke(oops ade ke?),
bangse mane ke(i miss the twins judy and julia whom i met during st mary's days),di lokasi mana pun mereka berada(chah kat jepong,inaz di india omg!!, and of cos my intec frens kat aus and nz) tak lupe juge kawan sehati sejiwe saye makcik nurul lala..kepada yang tak dimention, saye minta maap.memory card otak saye diserang virus comwarrior menjadikan masalah sket nak mengingat ni tapi camne pun anda tetap kawan saya dunia akhirat insyaAllah.
terutame sekali kepada yang banyak memberi nasihat and kate2 semangat.only god knows how i really appreciate all those.thanks~~

tak lupe juge kepade mr ayam(gelaran yang diberi kepade him oleh lala)..hehehe.
sebab die juge adalah kawan saye dlu jadik tak salah juge kalau saye rindu die

hoho


atau adakah mungkin i just want to berselindung di sebalik post ini untuk m'express perasaan ini terhadap seorang manusia itu sahaja??



















oh tidak.
even if it's true, i really DO miss all my friends.
badly.

btw,saye sangat amat gembire skrg..


sangat.tapi tau ini tidak akan lame.

takpe.asalkan saye gmbire.cukup la


p/s : seorang contestant dalam rancangan The Biggest Loser yang saye suke tengok
sangat2 mengingatkan saye pada mr ayam.especially in that black shirt.isk2



current mood: happy.gif happy..happy..happy..


current music :na tum jaano na hum-kaho na pyaar hai

Friday, April 3, 2009

ekau ni lembik la........LEMBIK ke?

firstly it's the 3rd april so,a very 18th happy birthday to my sis, nurfatihah.
u are such a great sister(of course-lah,she's the only one)
and it's great to have u in this family kerana anda adalah mak lawak
dalam keluarga ini sekaligus menyerikan lagi keluarga ini(takpelah
kadang2 kena jugak bagi compliment.once a year pon.)

kidding.I LOVE u sis!

alhamdulillah dalam beberapa hari ini(tak tahu kenapa lately ni
aku suka guna ayat skema.sindrom apekah??) aku banyak menangis
sekaligus membuatkan aku lebih tenang dan aman damai sentosa.
ok.i may look fragile from the outside but actually i am very hard inside. itu batu
banyak besar ada duduk dalam kepala

tapi sejak tragedi di bulan november ke disember arituh(yelah bagi aku ia tragedi.for some people its a blessing.happy for them though.sama lah macam situasi politik kat perak dulu..) aku senang menangis.
dan juga selepas kejadian tempoh hari..

bila pikir2, aku sedar yang duduk di rumah membuatkan semakin lembik.
ya,kat rumah aku sangat senang lenang. bukan senang lenang apa.
what i meant was i don't have any responsibilities.
nak masak kat situ dapur hah, tak payah pikir nak betul2kan rambut gerbang2 macam nanny finetuh nak kluar bli makan, nak keluar mane2 mama bleh anta kan or tak pun abah's chauffer(uncle oli ure the best!)can handle it tak payah nak susah2 jalan kaki, nak cuci mate ke hah bukak je tv tuh,tekan2 remote control kan senang sekelip mate dapat .kui3. tak payah susah2 nak usha. , nak duet sket ke abaaah.....sambil membesarkan mate ibarat kucing meminta disuapkan ayam golek,insyaAllah dijamin sukses tanpa perlu berpanas terik atau berisiko diragut nak ke bank,macam2 lagi la.

isk2..desebabkan takde tanggungjawab la aku semakin lembik dan lembab dan lebam.
hoho..pretty harsh to myself.tapi pasal takde tanggungjawab ni la aku senang sangat menangis sebab petty2 things ni. macam masalh lelaki ni.ye la dah takde serious thinking nak dibuat. kalau tak mesti aku tengah stay up baca chemistry cam amir and other unisa-ans(camni ke?) yang ade test chemistry nanti dan bukannya tulis post ini.kalau tak mesti aku tengah kelam kabut menyiapkan assignment yang deadlinenya 2 minggu depan(omg wth!!haha).tak pun aku sekadar bersungguh-sungguh me'revise nota-nota masa lecture tadi sebagai persediaan final nanti(ececech SEKADAR tuh..tak leh bla tol)

tapi yang lepas sudah lepas dan tak mungkin aku boleh putar balik jam nih.kalau boleh pon
aku tak nak pegi mase intec dulu.nak gi time kecik2 dulu and insist jugak abah masukkan saya dalam sekolah cina walaupun beliau kene transfer mase tuh..hukhuk..

masalah lelaki saya itu sudah selesai dan saya jangka yang dia juga sudah tidak mahu saya dalam diri dia lagi.(ok kat bawah ni maybe jiwang sikit and if happens that ade orang bace post ni, sekali lagi sila tinggalkan rasa menyampah anda di sini sekarang juga atau skip sahaja perenggan ini.sekian terima kasih).ok tak kisahlah saye pon tak nak lagi awak kontek2 saye lagi sebab tuh rase cam nak tuka no fon tapi takut boyfren2 saye around the world ni susah plak nak kontek.isk2..saye jugak yang susah nanti. a few days b4,i cried and thanks to u for that. takpelah at least those tears are not for jerks, sebab awak antara lelaki paling baik pernah saye jumpe. saye mintak maap sebab saya yang mule jauhkan diri dari awk sebenanye.i was stupid and now that ive realised that, it's already too late.i hope we won't meet each other in the future.cos i don't wanna be britney in 'from the bottom of my broken heart' -chorus part. i just want to move on.






i started crying.again.



current mood : not good.again.

current music: without u- mariah carey

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