oh i was sick.tu snyp je.eh i mmg syp pe orgnye...hahah ;D
Friday, January 28, 2011
Tuesday, January 18, 2011
bila saya sakit, dia pun sakit juge
oh tuhan.
weekend 2 minggu lepaas i battled my inner demons a.k.a the raging emotions i unexpectedly had to confront
being at the lowest, weakest, dispirited state of mind, i have failed the battle
and thus succumbed to the urge of putting the world and everything revolves on it behind me.
okeh, it's not like i neglected my tido ke (tapi die affect tang ni la bila banyak selubung kan.paham2 la ;p), mandi ke, semayang ke..not to the extent la.
im still kinda rational gitu =D
weekend aritu pulak, out of a sudden that saturday.. demam. sejuk sangat.sakit tekak.mungkin sebab i haven't fully recovered from the weak state i had the previous weekend.
sabtu ni suara ala2 chipsmore kejap ada kejap takde. bile ade die jadi EN. chipsmore sebab garau tak macho langsung..bila ada die memang seayu-ayu CIK chipsmore. suara perlahan/lembut sampai tak dengar gitu..haha.
so setakat ni memang burn lah 2 weekend berturut2 tak buat pape.
such a waste considering the fact that sekarang ni memanglah musim quiz..tsk
sekarang ni, demam and batok still ada.tapi recovering.
cakap pasal qz tadi, ya tuhan. tak susah. serius tak susah.
sebab jawapan dah ada dalam notes.
tapi what disappoint me the most is thati couldnt remember banyak gila
especially ntok dr azian and dr qamar's.
dr retno punya alhamdulillah boleh jawab sebab dah baca dulu b4 demam ni lagi.. yang lain nye,baca time demam2 ni la. frust betul sebab da bace, punya ingat2 name buah2 yg toxic tu bla2.cam ingat je..
tapi bila masuk exam hall, mana pegi nye??
teruknya.rasa geram kat diri sendiri.tapi pikir2 i shoudnt have.it wasn't my fault.i know i've tried my best, tapi considering i demam, mungkin la setiap kali batok uhuk uhuk tu keluar satu
satu mende yang i try ingat tu..hahha =D
takpela. ade la platinum lining kat awan memane ti.
oh lupa, dia pun sakit gak. =( kesian dia kerja penat2 ntok kitorang.
dah la badan kecik je. penat la tu kan.
sori ye sayang..
rest2 la dulu 2,3 ari ni k..
sedih ni tengok sakit.
ok.bye.nak stadi.esok ada quiz CVS and RESP.
tadi dah cakap dengan orang2 kat rumah..rase semangat pulak nak stadi. semoga dipermudahkan. AMIN.
and yes, DISTANCE really does make the HEART GROWS PONDER.
cam best tajuk ni kan. tunggu la update pasal ni (ceh bajet ade orang bace..tsk2)
jangan be deceited, sayang saya tu kereta Kancil i ye.
tadi tetiba pancit tayarnye.
penat bawak kitorang 8org ni la.
badan comel2 sume..hehe
current music: billy preston&syreeta-with u i'm born again
weekend 2 minggu lepaas i battled my inner demons a.k.a the raging emotions i unexpectedly had to confront
being at the lowest, weakest, dispirited state of mind, i have failed the battle
and thus succumbed to the urge of putting the world and everything revolves on it behind me.
okeh, it's not like i neglected my tido ke (tapi die affect tang ni la bila banyak selubung kan.paham2 la ;p), mandi ke, semayang ke..not to the extent la.
im still kinda rational gitu =D
weekend aritu pulak, out of a sudden that saturday.. demam. sejuk sangat.sakit tekak.mungkin sebab i haven't fully recovered from the weak state i had the previous weekend.
sabtu ni suara ala2 chipsmore kejap ada kejap takde. bile ade die jadi EN. chipsmore sebab garau tak macho langsung..bila ada die memang seayu-ayu CIK chipsmore. suara perlahan/lembut sampai tak dengar gitu..haha.
so setakat ni memang burn lah 2 weekend berturut2 tak buat pape.
such a waste considering the fact that sekarang ni memanglah musim quiz..tsk
sekarang ni, demam and batok still ada.tapi recovering.
cakap pasal qz tadi, ya tuhan. tak susah. serius tak susah.
sebab jawapan dah ada dalam notes.
tapi what disappoint me the most is thati couldnt remember banyak gila
especially ntok dr azian and dr qamar's.
dr retno punya alhamdulillah boleh jawab sebab dah baca dulu b4 demam ni lagi.. yang lain nye,baca time demam2 ni la. frust betul sebab da bace, punya ingat2 name buah2 yg toxic tu bla2.cam ingat je..
tapi bila masuk exam hall, mana pegi nye??
teruknya.rasa geram kat diri sendiri.tapi pikir2 i shoudnt have.it wasn't my fault.i know i've tried my best, tapi considering i demam, mungkin la setiap kali batok uhuk uhuk tu keluar satu
satu mende yang i try ingat tu..hahha =D
takpela. ade la platinum lining kat awan memane ti.
oh lupa, dia pun sakit gak. =( kesian dia kerja penat2 ntok kitorang.
dah la badan kecik je. penat la tu kan.
sori ye sayang..
rest2 la dulu 2,3 ari ni k..
sedih ni tengok sakit.
ok.bye.nak stadi.esok ada quiz CVS and RESP.
tadi dah cakap dengan orang2 kat rumah..rase semangat pulak nak stadi. semoga dipermudahkan. AMIN.
and yes, DISTANCE really does make the HEART GROWS PONDER.
cam best tajuk ni kan. tunggu la update pasal ni (ceh bajet ade orang bace..tsk2)
jangan be deceited, sayang saya tu kereta Kancil i ye.
tadi tetiba pancit tayarnye.
penat bawak kitorang 8org ni la.
badan comel2 sume..hehe
current music: billy preston&syreeta-with u i'm born again
Friday, January 14, 2011
Monday, January 10, 2011
esok ada kuiz pukul 10.30 am and yet ...
the hazards of being EMO
1. esok ada kuiz pukul 10.30am ni and yet here i am still trying to susun ayat tulis blog
2.. esok ada kuiz pukul 10.30 am and shoot i don't bother to complete my reading
3. esok ada kuiz pukul 10.30am kat exam hall mane tah and yet i cannot stand the urge of getting the hell out of here asap
4. esok ada kuiz pukul 10.30am which carries 5marks and i feel so burdened reading the topics though ive had the whole weekend to finish reading
5. esok ada kuiz pukul 10.30am and as opposed to the the 1st 2 quizzes..rase semangat je buat syukur tapi yang ni rasa macam nak gigit-gigit je kertas tu padahal belum buat pun lagi
6. esok ada kuiz pukul 10.30 am paper physical pharmacy 3credit hour , as opposed to the 1st 2 quizzes (2credit hour) and yet i still don't feel bothered.gila
7.esok ada kuiz pukul 10.30am and i still can't stop listening to 'my happy ending avril lavigne'..dari tadi dok repeat2..gila i memang gila
kesimpulannya, weekend ni paling tak produktif langsung.amat sangat. i didn't study. i did, but it was just like a blind date (both me and the notes are staring at each other blankly, takde interaction langsung) what i did was lying on bed, listening to stupid emo songs, selubung dalam blanket and at the moment tear duct ni cukup stimulation dia, keluarlah air mata kekalahan saya.
oh tuhan maybe i haven't prayed hard enough for You to ease the tense i'm having atm. i believe You have good reasons for this.just please give me the strength to move on.
=-(
1. esok ada kuiz pukul 10.30am ni and yet here i am still trying to susun ayat tulis blog
2.. esok ada kuiz pukul 10.30 am and shoot i don't bother to complete my reading
3. esok ada kuiz pukul 10.30am kat exam hall mane tah and yet i cannot stand the urge of getting the hell out of here asap
4. esok ada kuiz pukul 10.30am which carries 5marks and i feel so burdened reading the topics though ive had the whole weekend to finish reading
5. esok ada kuiz pukul 10.30am and as opposed to the the 1st 2 quizzes..rase semangat je buat syukur tapi yang ni rasa macam nak gigit-gigit je kertas tu padahal belum buat pun lagi
6. esok ada kuiz pukul 10.30 am paper physical pharmacy 3credit hour , as opposed to the 1st 2 quizzes (2credit hour) and yet i still don't feel bothered.gila
7.esok ada kuiz pukul 10.30am and i still can't stop listening to 'my happy ending avril lavigne'..dari tadi dok repeat2..gila i memang gila
kesimpulannya, weekend ni paling tak produktif langsung.amat sangat. i didn't study. i did, but it was just like a blind date (both me and the notes are staring at each other blankly, takde interaction langsung) what i did was lying on bed, listening to stupid emo songs, selubung dalam blanket and at the moment tear duct ni cukup stimulation dia, keluarlah air mata kekalahan saya.
oh tuhan maybe i haven't prayed hard enough for You to ease the tense i'm having atm. i believe You have good reasons for this.just please give me the strength to move on.
=-(
current music:avril lavignes' my happy ending
Saturday, January 8, 2011
Friday, January 7, 2011
tentang seseorang
... and the award for the best liar goes to you
for making me believe that you could be faithful to me ...
current music: avril lavigne-my happy ending
(gosh even the song im currently listening to is so damn related xI )
current music: avril lavigne-my happy ending
(gosh even the song im currently listening to is so damn related xI )
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