ber'TAKDE kelas dahulu, ber'KUIZ sokmo kemudian

this week is like a rich,creamy,lip-licking baskin robbins ice-cream cake, confetti etc all wrapped in one, with a ribbon on it =D

no afternoon classes at all.all canceled
yippieeee =D

next week.

gonna sit for 3 quizzes already. so far lah.
tomorrow...please not another " next week we're going to have a quiz" or "get some time for the quiz" or something like "ok. please keep all your notes away. we're going to have a bubble bath quiz " ;p (bebudak kelas tau la kot kenapa tetiba ada bubble bath sesat ;D)

kalo ada ayat last tu.. mungkin self-violation akan take place kendian. baik physically semacam tarik-tarik rambut, ketuk-ketuk kepala atau behavior-wise seakan 'isk cam tapir je soalan tadi' (tapir tak salah.tak pasal dosa mengata dia) tak pun 'eei tak sukanya apsal dr tut ni tetiba nak buat pop-kuiz ni.benci benci' (benci benci lama lama suka..ahhaha tarak kaitan langsung)
=p


maap seribu kali maap entri sangat LOSER gila cos i feel stressed out reading on lyotropic liquid crystals. entropy sayang, free energy cinta hati tolong bertakhta dalam hati please..

current music: glee cast-don't go breaking my heart

...so 1st year, thank u for all the troubles and regrets u've put me through, cos u've made me stronger

Result dah keluar..
overall syukur banyak improve
thank u Allah

cuma nak cakap just how much i was taken aback getting an A- for Basic Medicinal Chemistry.
really. i was rather in disbelief seeing it at first.
ok refer to this

'Basic Medicinal Chemistry and Pharmacology were the killer ones
i just hope i did a pretty decent crapping
good enough to convince dr merzouk and all three pharmacology lecturers
that my 'goreng' do make sense afterall
oh please do =I '

its the excerpt of the blog post i made then
Basic Medicinal Chemistry and Fundamentals of Pharmacology papers were seriously pretty hard to crack
and just so u know, i really really did goreng answering that BMC paper.and also I thought i did pretty well for Pmacology paper although the 'kesenangan soalan' tu was not any lesser but seemed like i've miscalculated. Pmacology tu tak dapat A pun tapi syukurlah. dapat BerBaloi-Baloi juge..

hmm kalau lah saya menggoreng masak juga sebagus menggoreng jawab soalan BMC tuh.. tsk tsk _-)

o yeah another one, alhamdulillah juga dapat Autstanding (haha ;D) untuk subject Leadership and Management. subject ni takde exam paper so lecturer evaluate based on class presentation, proposal presentation, powerpoint and also a writing assignment on leaders/leadership of maximum 5 paper-length. *read mine here* nak cakap i nailed time presentation tu entahla cos class nye cam ok, tapi yang proposal tu cam tah pape je..dah la kena hentam soalan pun tah pape tsk _-) tapi kalo essay tu tolong naikkan markah pun happy juga saya sebab 1) it was about my father..bangga abah kan =D 2) i wrote it during the first week of exam. punyalah kelabut nak kejar due date assignment ni..ye la ingat mula nak copy internet je tapi tak tercari2. sebab tangguh? 1) siyes bizi woh .kalau tak bizi, nak jugak masa melepak jap kan..;p 2) E.S.E.I meh. dah berkarat otak ni lama tak mengarang..

so lagi seminggu nak hantar pikir isk tulis je lah sendiri.ingat nak tulis pasal khalifah islam isk bannyak tak ingat da huhu malu pastu tun mahathir lah isk tak tahu plak nak tulis ape. so paling senang amek lah ayah sendiri sume point tahu..hehee..

nak cerita 3 paper ni jelah. sebab ade cerita pasal dia. pasal paper Immunology, Pathology, PNS etc tu takdak alkisah disebalik resultnya nya tuh. lagipun malas nak bebel panjang pasal result saya ni tak best pun nak compare ngan result orang lain


previous sem , 11 subjects that i were to take. this sem?

10 subjects. kuranglah satu. fikir positip je la kan.

-Physical Pharmacy II
-Pharmaceutical Analysis II
-Pharmacognosy
-Body System II: Respiratory
-Body System IV:Urinary System
-Body System I: Cardiovascular & Haematology System
-Body System III:Gastrointestinal & Hepatobiliary System
-Nutriceuticals and Cosmeceuticals
-Industry and Regulation
-Family Management & Parenting

banyak. tapi as i promise mama abah i'll do my best to nail them.
and with Gods' will too i would try my best to keep myself in a steady,stable state
just like i was last semester. even better i hope

emosi stabil itu penting sepentingnya.
i recalled my 1 st year in UIA. a totaaal mess.
thank God dikurniakan sedikit sikap kerajinan
jadi masih stadi tapi tension sikit je call rumah
tengah2 kelas tiba2 je leleh isk cam bebudak
emo gile omg tak pernah se-emo ni depan orang (dulu ade la tp kat rumah..hehe)
i also once cried in front of my mentor Dr Helal
siap Dr bagi tissue lagi..punye la kan __-)
pasal result le
omg how embarassing is that!
rasanya never did i shed tears in front of men except for abah, imi, arwah atuk
nangis pasal laki ade lah .. ;p ;p
kecik2 dulu lain cita la satu lagi time abah mama went for haj siyes sayu je time tu

1st sem result harap lulus je
2nd sem lagi emo tapi syukur result naik le ciput
3rd sem( sem lepas) alhamdulillah
4th sem ni?? semoga dapat naikkan dari result 3rd sem tapi kalau maintain pun dah syukur.cuma harap dapat naikkan cgpa lagi.

semoga Tuhan permudahkan.

wannna regret what i did, who i was back at that time but realizing how much it motivated and inspired me to change, i should indeed just cherish, be grateful towards it as well as learn to accept all that as part of my ongoing life experiences . so 1st year, thank u for all the troubles and regrets u've put me through, cos u've made me stronger.


oh juga makcik sayangku kat uitm puncak alam sana, congrats a lot dear. u sangat2 deserve it.
hepi untuk kamu juga

sila kawal muka KELAT/KETAT anda

the new semester just began.
a month being home gave me a lot to ponder,
emm no no i didn't go the beach, watching the sun set, PONDER and dush2 datangla mencurah-curah all sorts of imagination, inspiration, intuition ke sixth sense ke hape
tak tak

in fact my way was much simpler, and even cheaper
i did a lot of thinking at nights, especially before i'm off to bed. pasal ni la susah sangat lelap malam2..eh tapi kan banyak lagi supporting arguments die..bace ni

i save money nak isi minyak kereta nak pergi santubong beach kan (ye lah kunun nak inspiration..nuuun jaoh la kene pegi..isk ape merepek ni xD )

then da save money, save lagi air, sabun basuh fab, jimat letrik washing machine (cehh cam tipu je..baju lain banyak je kena basuh xD) tak payah pakai baju kunun lawa sesuai nak gi beach tu (ni tak tipu..baju i sengkek je :(

pastu yang ni jimat manyak besar sekali..jimat eh cam tak sesuai pulak guna jimat, k la kurangkan sikit dosa menyumpah2 kecik time drive tu..as the saying goes 'you never really learn to swear until you learn to drive' .. tapi ni informal quote ye jangan gatal amek letak dalam esei Bahasa Inggeris anda..ceh sangat tak kelaka. hmm tapi the saying is indeed very much true le.. especially bila bukan salah sendiri. xkua yang over sangat lagi kot. tapi time marah kan, kdg2 tak sedar. isk2 xbaik nye.

adekah ku secomel ini bila geram ketika memandu? haha xD

baik lah jadi azam tahun baru saya nak jadi lebih sabar semasa memandu.

besides kurangi dosa, jimat jugak air liur btul tak..buat stok di kala malam nanti hahahah ;D
ceh penipu lagi i suka buang air liur jugak dalam kereta especially kalo sorang2..melalak la sorang2 dalam kete..tip berkesan nak bagi nyanyi sedap, radio tu kasik pecah telinga, pastu nyanyi ah..suaramu menjadi semerdu mane2 artis yang korang tengah kunun jadi tu even sebijik lagi .yela da kuat sangat sore korang pun cam tersame la pulak ngan artis tu ye tak..
hehehe


oh yes lupe, kena juga berazam sabar........................................





.................when i am being summoned. *sila kawal muke kelat/ketat anda di depan polis trafik farah.they're just doing their jobs.*

macam ni ke agaknya muka anda farah time kena saman tu..tsk2

o tak. my locks are black and i've sun-kissed skin (perkataan poyo ganti sun-tanned skin) lain la sket yek..
;p

kalau pelik, actually i intend to write on different topic at the beginning
tup2 keluar tulis jadi post lain pulak.
tu lah pasal apa yang diponder tu tak keluar2 jugak cite die
hahahaha
perubahan hati betol

my leadership essay aka a tribute to ABAH

yeay exam is finally over.
although i was not very happy about it
i mean, the closing paper should have been easy right??
why spoil the students' mood giving out the one-step-to-hell-like paper???
Basic Medicinal Chemistry and Pharmacology were the killer ones
i just hope i did a pretty decent crapping
good enough to convince dr merzouk and all three pharmacology lecturers
that my 'goreng' do make sense afterall




oh please do =I

emm so getting back to the topic
i am gonna post up my assignment essay on leadership
anything to do with it: the leaders, the attributes, any stuff related to the L word
hahah ;p

so ive decided to write about my abah
in a way i see him as a leader
a good one actually
ok so abah, this is kinda like a tribute to u
i know we don't really get along sometimes
don't see eye to eye on many things
cos we are like sky and earth (sorry for kinda corny..but what the hell its my abah)
but i really LIKE it that u care for me
especially at times when i am sick, penniless etc
i know at times that u tend to be over-caring and yeah often do i get tired of it
still i love u no matter how, and i am sorry i could not tell this in front of your face
malu lah abah..hehehe

THE LEADER I ADMIRE THE MOST

Speaking of good leaders and their excellent leadership, one might think of our beloved Muhammad PBUH, The Rightly Guided Caliphs or The Righteous Caliphs i.e. Saiyidina Abu Bakar; Saiyidina Umar ibn al-Khattab; Saiiyidina Uthman ibn Affan and Sayidina Ali ibn Abi Talib, our country leaders which have contributed to the peace and such massive development of Malaysia such as the late Tunku Abdul Rahman Putra Al-Haj ibni Almarhum Sultan Abdul Hamid Halim Shah and Tun Dr. Mahathir Mohamad, and many other significant icons and people to the society. I myself too have the same, undoubting admiration and acknowledgement towards all these mentioned leaders above. Here however, I would like to speak about this one person, someone very personally close to me, whom I perceive as one of the few astounding and incredible person involved in my ongoing self-cultivation as well as the one whom I take the liberty, of being the greatest leader I have ever met up close-and-personal; my own father.

My father is no multi-dollar businessman; neither is he a big-league politician nor the sole heir of any franchised shop lots or hotels. He is just a simple man working as a government servant; a correctional officer to be specific, currently leading a serene and composed life in Kuching, Sarawak. It might be necessary to take a quick little side note that we have been residing over there for quite some time after my father got promoted. Now that I have mentioned, getting back to the topic, ever since living here, with the promotion etc, he has been traveling all places giving out talks; attending seminars and conferences; meeting important people related to the field etc to fulfill the needs of his career. This also indicates that he has so little quality time to spend for himself as well as to be with his family. In spite of this, he never abandons the responsibilities that he has been accounted on as a husband, father and son. Before being out-stationed especially for a long period of time, he would take care of the groceries, making sure that enough household requirements would be available in his absence. Never did he miss this, except in the cases of emergencies and mishaps happened. He rarely forgets each one of the family members’ birth anniversaries and is still giving out even small tokens, or maybe just a treat to the nearest fast food restaurant. With him being at work most of the time and me being far away from home, we seldom meet and have that kind of father-daughter talk like most of my friends do. Nevertheless, my father still takes priorities on my doings and spending i.e. asking if I have enough cash here or maybe if I need any help on the tedious car-related matters which I am not very familiar of. These petty things might not matter on other people’s view but for me this shows that he is a very caring and supportive father in spite of his busy work schedule. This also shows a good attribute that a worthy leader should have; being aware of all the responsibilities that he has been appointed to, regardless how many they are.

To be honest, I do not know much of the conditions and environment of my fathers’ workplace. All I know is that it is indeed a stressful one and also very demanding especially from the society and the higher regulatory. The heat ultimately increases each time any high-profile cases take place. In tense situation like this, like I have stated before, pressures and expectations increase from both parties demanding for some answers, testifying accounts etc. A high-profile case he was once engaged with involved one of the most highly-controversial politicians in Malaysia. According to my mother, there were quite a few hearsays and rumors questioning my fathers’ credibility circulating around; I however was not aware of this matter due to the fact that he has never mentioned it, and also possibly because I was still young at the time to be informed of. My mother too spoke of him as being very persevere and strong irrespective the relentless challenges and provocations he was facing at that particular time. Likewise, the treatment he was getting from the higher authorities did not get any better. Continuous bashings and critics would not have done any justice to him, but they were all he was confronting with each day. It was nonetheless a blessing in disguise, as all these obstacles had helped his work and efforts of getting recognized and somehow, aided in pushing his career further upright. The admirable leadership trait I have found in these whole circumstances is that he is someone who does not give up no matter how hard that path he is taking. Not to mention, the fact that my father did not gave in to the people with constant attempt of bringing him down.

Many of our notable leaders possess the visionary or creative thinking skill, more or less that thinking outside the box skill which have conduced to varying renowned ideas for the better of the led society. The most excellent example of leader with this creditable leadership skill is no other than our adored Muhammad PBUH. In a pivotal battle at Taif when he had the enemy under siege, he did not annihilate them although he has had the chance. Instead, Muhammad left them alone, something that we mere mortals would be thinking twice to do especially considering the fact that they had been brutal to him years before. But, the wise prophet knew better. He intuitively recognized that in fighting for your cause, one should not create new opponent. He was absolutely right; the people of Taif later embraced Islam on their own choice. Another much-admired leader of our time, the former Prime Minister of Malaysia Tun Dr. Mahathir Mohamad is as well someone with farsighted vision and ideas. He had contributed so much at the time of his reign. Many thought he was crazy trying to develop the multibillion megaproject of Kuala Lumpur International Airport (KLIA) at the then-deserted Sepang where there was hardly anything but palm trees. This matter became laughing matters by most people during its early development stages. If Tun had mattered the insults and empty talks he was poured on to, then KLIA would not have been present and consequentially, Malaysia would not have been worldly-recognized as having one of the best and the busiest international airports in the whole wide world. From my personal observation, these sorts of creativeness are somehow present in my father. I am not bragging, neither did him when he shared us this. My father is actually a very observant and concerned man, and being a leader has somehow offered him the ‘license’ to give his own-opinionated ideas and advises to the staffs at his workplace. I just like to present a simple and practical example on this condition. He observed a situation faced by one of his staffs. She was kind like a girl-next-door and unfortunately is also mouse-hearted. She was so scared of taking control on her own terms and one of that is by not taking driving license. Apparently, she had to rely on her officemates to pick her up from home and then send her off back every day. True, this promotes good bonding friendship and also reduces the rate of pollution out there, but my father saw something beneath these two. Her friends might have been reasonable on her for that time being but when time passes by, especially to those who have been married, by some means having to fetch her up on daily basis would end up being burdensome. Thus, my father called upon her and insisted her to start those driving lessons and then get herself a car. The lady initially objected and was stricken with the very direct opinion, but later she finally has had the urge to try on. Now, she owns a MyVi and yes she did thank my father for his advises. He shared with me this story as I was also somehow chicken-hearted and refused to take lessons initially. Of course, this story of his is far incomparable to that of Tun Mahathir, what’s more to the prophet Muhammad PBUH. Nevertheless, I still observe my father as a great leader figure that can change other people’s live for the better.

My father still has more or less ten years of service and I hope he would still be able to lead the people below him with love, integrity, sincerity and dedication. I also wish him longevity of prosperous life alongside us and that he would continue leading our family in a good health and condition. Mr. Mohd Zawawi Abd Rahim, you are indeed an inspiration. May you always have Allah’s blessings.

i know university assessments are supposed to be formal and mine was as if i was giving out a speech or something..but u see, i just tried to loosen up a bit..not to mention i wrote this during the exam-week so it was also kinda like a way to vent out my stress and tense
please excuse the grammar, lack of proper vocabs though..i am no english-lit student (though i intend to)

and yeah i kinda made it more like a religious thingy, cos if in case anyone's reading and are not aware of, i am a student of the International Islamic University of Malaysia..that figures right =D

pictures speak waaayy louder than words!

Ratu Kebaya/kurung di TC and herbalife dinner (mind you..both happened at the same nite..teehee)

ye kami memang gilak gi pantai tgh2 malam..hahaha

The nite on the CRUISE...ke??









Hangouts in Kuching