Hey there pain in the ass

why do people love being a pain in the ass??
just out of nowhere, thrusting blade straight onto your heart
(i was being metaphorical. that blade was really just some crap)

i guess simply because being that pain makes u stand out from the rest
just like a bad tooth.
hmm kinda ironic, though ;)


saje random: missing home. mama esp, for the 'be strong' yada yada stuff she's being telling me every time i broke down on phone. and i really feel like it now... ___-)

each tima mama calls ..

takut.risau.
actually i was the one minta mama kol.
and time tu juga lah.tanya update abah camne..
pagi tadi, baru tau..last week abah consult ngan doctor lagi.sakit lagi katenye.
hmm cuti 2 hari.
important meeting gi limbang postpone (that important sampai meeting postpone abah takde)
with his health condition now,kerja yang stress involve outstation here and there
----------------------- tuhan saje yang tau.

selamat hari kasih sayang

2u2 my fren =)

of my silence

it isn't about me.
well it is about me actually.

well i've been thinking to update, do a bit renovation on my blog
last week during the CNY holiday
but seemed like God has other plans 4me

abah got sick.
again.
i mean, i know he's had his heart condition whatsoever
but now it seems to be getting on him frequently
god im worried.
especially after what mama told us
___-)
if anything happen i donno. i swear to god i wont know what to do
everything just freaks me out =(


and now being here i feel like a zombie
i dont feel like doing anything
got pmacognosy report kne submit jumaat
rabu got qz
khamis got presentation(1 konpem, 1 lagi tak tau) and sumbit EAP literature review
ngan risau, omsik tak tentu hala ni tak tau la camne nak undergo this whole week


ok nak sedapkan ati ni. boleh.mesti boleh. just do ur best and leave the rest to Him.
always have good faith in Him.



nak stadi physical pharm ni tapi rase cam nak selubung je..
mane best?

current music: only the sober in my heart
(ni bukan lagu jangan gatal google)