thanks korang :) (PICS)

actually ive 2 final quizzes this morning
 final quizzes ye bukan final xm
final xm next week

 yeah while i was reading
bosan bosan
so tgk jap la gambar lame hehehe
ni time bday ckin bulan 3 aritu
and at this time acteli where i was at the lowest
now no more hehehe

eh jap klo sy ckp hehee tu tak semestinye bmaksud ape2

so tme ni agakla muke sememeh
 eh sy mmg salu sememeh ;p
 nak wat camne sbb tu la kot takde orang nak kat kite dok hahaha


 tet off topic ;p

 me with bday girl..kkitorang makan kat restoran new horizon

thai food very the delish!

kek tu cantik kan..well tgk la taste weolls camne

and that gigantic card

hahaha kalo korang bace memang lawak

kami memang gile pong :D

nways its glad having them around with me

especially at that time

thanks u guys

and of course to my family

my bestie lala

my adik angkat tu : )

my colleagues kat uia ni

alhamdulillah made some good friends

feel blessed

now i realise biarlah tak ramai kawan pun

as long as they're the true ones

insyaAllah

and ehemm... cant help but to mention

this really made my day

a friend post gambar die ni kat twitter sy

salu je die kate muke kite cam die ni

hehehe malu ;p

 maaf twitter sy pvt takleh reveal name

hahah made my day

small2 things camni even

gotta learn appreciate small2 stuff

k lah nak smbg stadi 

tak boring da

okbai 

saje random:skali skale prasan takpe la dok ;p

wordless today

miss my edward..so much~~

u will always be remembered

the story

semalam exam dosage design
one of the killer subjects
tapi diuji tuhan pulak malam and pagi nye tu
demam and sakit kepale

and frankly speaking
aku kalau sakit kepale mmg kaw kaw punye
sebab migrain kot
malam tu bangun nak sty up tapi i felt so weak
so decided to just go to bed instead
hoping that pagi tu da ok

but it didnt
it only gotten worse
so sebab ptang smlm xm
wlopon urge nak tdo tu kuat sangat
tpakse la bangun nak stadi kan
letak koolefever mnom air gelen2
ade actifast tapi...
aku tak tau knape kalo mkn pcm je
msti ngantok
padahal pcm ni mere antipyretic ngan analgesic
and stau ak bukan sleep-inducer pun
tapi kalo ak mkan je msti ngantuk

so pagi tu even tho berdenyut kepale
tahan je bace

tapi emm camne la mbace dlm sakit pale ni
adoi mmg masok sipi je la
kadang2 pk knape la ak ni tak genius cam certain org
bace camtu je da leh skor
ak ni jns kene stadi hardcore pnye baru la leh skor
tu pun bukan la skor mane

tapi da saket gtu xd maknenye nak bace beriye
lagi sakit pale ad

da le gap xm sehari je nota ada 30
owh whiny sungguh aku ke? try putting urself in our shoes la
orang gap smgu due kitorang pling lame sehari
3 minggu exam gap sehari and wkend je
sile bayang brape paper kitorang amek

ok emo la ni kan
huuu
so smpai2 kat exam hall tu kol 2.30 tu
xtahan sangat so aku telan jugak actifast tu
ngan harapan time xm ilang saket pale atleast

tapi sadly tak.
i literally cried time exam tu
i hardly recall anything ive read
and as expected, i feel kinda drowsy
that i nearly dozed off
mungkin jugak sbb i felt so weak
jawab xm letak kepale atas meje cam orang xd smgt jawab
huuu

that feeling when u ad headache,drowsy, tak leh jawab
tension tengok unfamiliar faces kat xm hall
(maksudnye senior yg xpnah pun repeat b4 ni..tapi repeat paper ni)
i literally cried time xm tu

perasaan takot tu sgt2 kuat
aku risau gle ni klo rezeki xde and kne repeat paper ni
omg sedihnye klo cmtu
klo camtu 1st time la repeat ni
tsk tsk
tapi mgkn ad hikmah kot
lgpun i've faced failure yg much worse than this
tah la pasrah je la

so tu la one of things happened to me
sedihnye
sampai skg tak leh get over it

just hope lulus je
amin amin amin

think positive think positive think positive

oh the feeling

it's the 3rd January 2012
still not too late for me to bid farewell to 2011
and welcome its predecessor

it's the 3rd January
and yeah, i'm already in examination mode
so far i've got to kill 3 essay papers

so how did i do so far??

i'd say..hmmm
seriously i'd rather not say
don't know why certain things got into me
in these crucial times

those who have the privileges
to access my updated thoughts and ramblings through ....
i'd rather not say too

haha

..might have noticed the vivid discomposed and deranged
ramblings i've made the past few weeks
but really i am a kind of people who spill out lots of things but only on superficial
so memang ada yang tanya
kenapa nangis..kenapa sedih je sekarang...kenapa tu kenapa ni

ade la. tak ramai tanya
tapi ada la certain people might have noticed
tapi never have i revealed the exact reasons
just a little 'emo sket' ,'xde ape', 'omsik je' etc

this has been going for about one month lebih i think
mula2 sem semangat..
my kind of semangat mungkin lah tak sama dengan orang
tapi at least i was able to focus on studying bila ada quiz
attend classes, engaged myself to stuffs (again tak same la ngan orang yang aktif sane sini but still)
but then, something happened.and i just lost it..

so basically a series of downturns  started to take place
my mood act up like a rollercoaster
kejap down gile kejap high gile yang mungkin occur sebab im trying to conceal and cover everything up
and selalunya mama jadi victim, unfortunately
bleh kate everyday i call her just to sob
haha sampai my bro cakap aritu..kalau orang kol mama je, mesti aunty gee atau kak diba je
;p

tapi kan..my mom pun tanye..why, what's up with me actually
until now..
so basically the mystery (misteri ke? ) has yet to unfold
by anyone..

hmmmmm
(i literally just took a heavy, deep sigh just now)

sampai sekarang, i still feel it
sampai sekarang, i'm still trying to ignore it and get my mind on track
tolong lah..lupekan sekejap time exam week ni

o god i seek mercy from U

happy new year

=(

saje random: orang cantik hensem follow blog ni kalau rase blog ni banyak crappy posts sekarang, feel free to unfollow..i dont mind really :)

bertahaaaaann....

bertahan bertahan

esok lepas osce
bleh tdo puas2..

for today je lah ye

quote-1

came across this quote and sangat suke


Someone who really loves you sees what a mess you can be, how moody you can get, how hard u are to handle, but still wants u in their life.






saje share.takde kaitan hidup mati

back to december

kena prepare lah nampaknya
upcoming resolution ni

:)

terima kasih wahai blog

jadi pendengar setia tak bersuaara
tak pernah kondem pandang pelik kat aku
everytime aku down/vain/overeksaited

especially lately ni

the one that got away

pernah ada kawan2 yang baik rapat dulu
tapi for whatever reason i donno
kite jaoh skrang

bukan whatever reason that i donno actually
sebab hati,perangai dah tak same
even ive tried patching things up
but still to no avail

sedih and sedikit makan hati
tapi kena la go on kan


lately ni dorang2 ni salu ckp pasal kawan lame
bile ingat balik memang sedih
tapi mungkin nasib kena dump ngan kawan

saje random: tak faham.selalu preach dekatkan diri kat tuhan tapi kenapa buat camtu dengan kawan..bukan ke hubungan ngn manusia pn kena jage jgak ke..


fine.aku tak perfect.aku bukan beralih ke arah alimah macam tu..macam mereka..


salah aku sendri jugak

                                                          current music: the one that got away-katy perry

rasa nak berlari gi kedai nak beli ni

photo credit to beautifulnara

fasha maya punya pasal~~

THE wedding gown

since esok pukul 9 akan tengok breaking dawn ngan ezah,
followed by mira and ckin pukul 10 tu...

nak update skit la pasal wedding gown bella yang highly-anticipated tu
so kalau sape tak kisah spoiler (not me.i LOVE spoilers)
jom tengok

CANTIK kan???
sangat2 cantik
smart sgt dpan gaya traditional english
ada modern touch sket kat blkang

like like like like
mira pong same ..kite geng ah miya :)

wordless wednesday

kata-kata emas fatin liyana

Nobody is perfect. Semua orang tahu. Kita akan rasa seseorang itu perfect only if we know him/her secara surface. Tapi when you get to know that person deeper, the perfectness will shed away one by one gradually.

-Fatin Liyana

food for thought 

alhamdulillah msia menang

Congrats malaysia & khairul fahmi trending worldwide!

caya lah :D :D

goodbye sarawak

gonna miss u so much!!!

final check in here..

hope to be here again soon...


insyaAllah


saje random: o god this is so emotional.leaving sarawak is truly emotional for me :(

eventhough tension, tapi...

...gelak bila class rep wat status gini


to quote: 

"banyok ngoh tekanang!!! dok beh lasom cuti kali ni..!"

-zhuan ahmad

:D :D

spontaneously...

no matter how hard i try, u are never satisfied

:'(

kusyen :)

harapnye satisfied k :)

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ikut hati malas nak join contest2 sekarang ni
sebab apa..
sila baca entry cik izdiyani ni 
cos it pretty much summed it all up

rasa nak muntah buwekk buwekk
tapi eh sempat lagi online
eh sempat lagi jumpa blog penmerah yang murah hati buat
giveaway yang super eazy nak join
jadi eh of cos nak join
even dah nak habis haa kontestnye


target sy ape tau

of cos lah barang mekap STAGE
dah lame sy ngan brit usha
tapi takut2 nak masuk kedai die
sape la kite ni kan ;p

tapi hadiah2 lain pun best jugak
kalau dapat memana pun suke
tapi kalau tak dapat memana
pun syukur je :)

so meh2 jom join kontest ni
ada lebih kurang 2 jam gi ni before 12 am
lai lai lai lai

cepat2 kontest tutup 10 nov.means lagi 2 jam lebih je lagi :)

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