bila saya sakit, dia pun sakit juge

oh tuhan.

weekend 2 minggu lepaas i battled my inner demons a.k.a the raging emotions i unexpectedly had to confront
being at the lowest, weakest, dispirited state of mind, i have failed the battle
and thus succumbed to the urge of putting the world and everything revolves on it behind me.


okeh, it's not like i neglected my tido ke (tapi die affect tang ni la bila banyak selubung kan.paham2 la ;p), mandi ke, semayang ke..not to the extent la.
im still kinda rational gitu =D



weekend aritu pulak, out of a sudden that saturday.. demam. sejuk sangat.sakit tekak.mungkin sebab i haven't fully recovered from the weak state i had the previous weekend.
sabtu ni suara ala2 chipsmore kejap ada kejap takde. bile ade die jadi EN. chipsmore sebab garau tak macho langsung..bila ada die memang seayu-ayu CIK chipsmore. suara perlahan/lembut sampai tak dengar gitu..haha.


so setakat ni memang burn lah 2 weekend berturut2 tak buat pape.
such a waste considering the fact that sekarang ni memanglah musim quiz..tsk

sekarang ni, demam and batok still ada.tapi recovering.
cakap pasal qz tadi, ya tuhan. tak susah. serius tak susah.
sebab jawapan dah ada dalam notes.
tapi what disappoint me the most is thati couldnt remember banyak gila
especially ntok dr azian and dr qamar's.
dr retno punya alhamdulillah boleh jawab sebab dah baca dulu b4 demam ni lagi.. yang lain nye,baca time demam2 ni la. frust betul sebab da bace, punya ingat2 name buah2 yg toxic tu bla2.cam ingat je..
tapi bila masuk exam hall, mana pegi nye??

teruknya.rasa geram kat diri sendiri.tapi pikir2 i shoudnt have.it wasn't my fault.i know i've tried my best, tapi considering i demam, mungkin la setiap kali batok uhuk uhuk tu keluar satu
satu mende yang i try ingat tu..hahha =D

takpela. ade la platinum lining kat awan memane ti.

oh lupa, dia pun sakit gak. =( kesian dia kerja penat2 ntok kitorang.
dah la badan kecik je. penat la tu kan.
sori ye sayang..
rest2 la dulu 2,3 ari ni k..
sedih ni tengok sakit.


ok.bye.nak stadi.esok ada quiz CVS and RESP.
tadi dah cakap dengan orang2 kat rumah..rase semangat pulak nak stadi. semoga dipermudahkan. AMIN.

and yes, DISTANCE really does make the HEART GROWS PONDER.
cam best tajuk ni kan. tunggu la update pasal ni (ceh bajet ade orang bace..tsk2)

jangan be deceited, sayang saya tu kereta Kancil i ye.
tadi tetiba pancit tayarnye.
penat bawak kitorang 8org ni la.
badan comel2 sume..hehe

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