something supernatural happened to me

for the first time.


ok.


yesterday.
4am. i was still awake
finishing my practical report
and at the same time
i re-open 'Paint' several times to edit some pics
using the 'Start Search' at the start menu

since kaspersky was running its updates and my laptop has run 4 quite some time
it started to hang 4 a while
this was common.

the not-so-common thing was
as soon as the hanging-period was over
i noticed 2 words at the 'Start Search'
and instead of the word 'Paint' ive been searching b4
the words were merely 'goodnight addenda'

i stared at those words
blankly.
i was blur 4 a second
and realizing that it was a typo
(should have been 'goodnight adinda' meaning 'goodnight sweetheart')
i felt this sudden creeps running through my veins

i quickly removed my earphones
(i was afraid i'd heard something else other than the hindi songs ive been listening to)
and rushed to ciknad's room
since the rest of my roommates have asleep


scary.
i swear to god im still trembling by the time of writing this.

let's hear some of the theories my friends came out with
just some silly and LOLable ones..they're pretty funny i guess

1. orang bunian at the nearby forest around our hostel(ciknad's theory was even funnier.
people keep saying im like this perempuan melayu terakhir crap thingy, and might be that thing has fallen 4me.gila! lala's was kinda the same. some malay ancient warrior whatever..o god! u guys n ur theoriees..haha) <---- orang madah.kamek sik molah cita

2. my dead soulmate/jodoh yang dah meninggal. erk. kinda remind me to this movie....oh yes, GHOST.patrick swayze the hot dancer n demi moore..haha.tak boleh blah punya teori

3.remember the 'tut' thingy they saw at bukit jalil during the recent AJL?
it somehow followed me here..gila! (btw i was recently in bukit jalil watching the super junior
super show)


erkk takot.


field trip report post super junior lepas exam biochem nanti.
wish me luck....

oh i neeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeed u now

Picture perfect memories scattered all around the floor
Reachin for the phone cause I can't fight it anymore
And I wonder if I ever crossed your mind
For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now


Another shot of whiskey can't stop looking at the door
Wishing you'd come sweeping in the way you did before
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one, I'm a little drunk and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now

Guess I'd rather hurt than feel nothin at all

It's a quarter after one I'm all alone and I need you now

And I said I wouldn't call but I'm a little drunk and I need you now

And I don't know how I can do without

I just need you now

I just need you now

Ooo, baby, I need you now

credit:elyrics

this song by LADY ANTEBELLUM is currently the one stuck in my head
the beat is catchy
love it from the first time listening to it
a bit country to me
that explains the soothing and calming effect i got from listening
hahaha


this song is kinda emo
and i seriously is in the mood of emo-ing
probably due to my current homesickness
miss kuching so damn much
really miss being in the lap of mama sofa
yeah im a chronic couch potato u can say that

and something i wanna comment on the lyrics
'guess i'd rather hurt than feel nothin at all'
ive heard this quote from lotsa songs
and most of the times in the films too
the truth is i just don't understand why would people want to be hurt from love
i mean,letting the people they love to be happy and
let themselves suffer
its not like i want them to go do some killing spree or kidnap and then kill the person they could not love
what im trying to say is we need to just get over it
i'd rather feel nothing than be hurt
why would we want to hurt ourselves
crying over that person who is happy with her/his her/his current life
missing/dreaming about him/her all day long while he/she's down at the some club smooching
oooppss ;D

just an example


by the way, i actually do understand why they're acting like that
this organ we call as heart (the abstract one not the one who does all the blood-pumping haa.
btw, tq so much MY HEART ;D)
is super duper complex

"forget that jerk!he's not worthy of you",says the wise Mr Brain
"but i feel happy looking at his smile", defends the emo Ms Heart
"he's not even good looking..and plus he smokes!euwww!!", adds the
judgemental Mr Brain..teeheee
"he might be a jerk, treats me harshly, calls me by names
i deteste, but without him i'm nobody.i cant live w/o him!", the stupido and stubborn Ms Heart cries out.

those are only fictional.never intended to insult anyone including myself.heheh



get my point?each time the wise Mr Brain tries to convince us on the good and the bad,
the stubborn Ms Heart would stray us away with her sweet talks thoughts..


sigh..

i really do believe that its better to feel nothing than be hurt
cos we deserve to be loved.especially by our own self..

saya mengaku tadi saya tidur banyak ...

... jadi sekarang saya kena berhempas(badan atas katil)-pulas(mata bagi dia tak kelip2)
tinggal atas (stay up) untuk belajar arab
untuk mid sem test saya hari rabu ni

dah study minggu lepas
tapi saya ni sekor seorang manusia
yang senang lupa tambahan pula (eh perkataan bahasa melayu skema jarang guna ni tak pulak kau lupa..pelik2)
subjek arab ni subjek bukan kegemaran saya
errr jap..apa subjek kegemaran saya di sini ya?oh tiada..tak nak cerita lebih nanti cerita sedih keluar..hukhuk

tapi kelas arab saya sukaaaaaaaaaa sangat
ustaz sangat sporting and suka bercerita
(padahal kitorang ni time ustaz cerita je baru semangat, time ajar longlai je sekor2 nampak..ahaha)
eh sorang2..alaaa..sekor2 takpe kan, baru mesra sikit..;p

dan walau macam mana sibuk pun
perempuan mana tak suka camwhore sorang2

i geram ngan arab sampai nak gigit2 je..nyam2..lapar pulak tengah malam ni.isk2

tak mengaku maknanya penipu gergasi!
periksa komputer riba gadis-gadis anda mesti ada punya
pergi ke 'pictures' maka ribuan jika tak jutaan gambar camwhore boleh didapati disitu





eh eh eh..
pergi mana tuh cik abang?
kat 'videos' tuh tak kan jumpa video lucah punya lah
minta maaf lah



kalau saya punya komputer riba lah
orang lain saya tak jamin
;D


saya banyak mengarut saya tahu tapi
saya suka mengarut jadi saya hanya tahu mengarut
izinkan saya melakukan aktiviti kesukaan saya ini sebentar
kenapa saya banayk cakap bahasa melayu standard?
sebab saya pembentang tajuk 'bahasa melayu standard'
dalm kelas bahasa melayu jadi saya kena praktikkannya

anda paham?tak paham
sila get lost n get a life
eh bunyi kasar je tapi kalau terjemah ke bm
sila dapatkan kehilangan dan dapatkan kehidupan

bunyi macam penceramah memberi kata2 semangat kepada
orang yang sesat dalam mencari erti kehidupan je

eh eh kenapa bunyi semakin skema ni
oh lupa saya memang sedang syahdu(emo) sekarang
mengenangkan rumah dan keluarga yang sangat saya rindui



baik saya sampai di sini sahaja
terima kasih kepada sesiapa yang sanggup baca karutan saya
yang maha panjang ini
hanya klik di nuffnang blog anda dan sebagai pelawat unik dapat saya balas kepada anda sekalian


moral di sebalik cerita ini(lebih tepat ayat terakhir): weh tinggal komen kat sini weh!

dah ada 2 buffered earnings + gambar vacation perlis

bila i check2 my nuffnang profile
kat earning tuh
tengok2 dapat 2 buffered earnings
happy bila ada advertisers yang
BAIK HATI, PEMURAH
untuk bertempek and menapak lelama sikit
kat blog hingusan i nih
siapakah mereka yang encem and gorgeous nih?







....DRUM ROLLLLLLL sket.....






1. Celcom Channel X
suka Celcom ni cos contohlah sini my friends
belambak gila guna U-Pax
memang berbaloi and murah gila
jimat sokmo


2. Titus Valentine Day
Solvil et Titus ni brand jam khas
untuk mereka2 yang pentingkan klas,fashion gitu
tengoklah jam2 dia
cun gile!


to these 2 advertisers
i would like cakap
terima kasih manyak2 lah
sayang peluk cium sikit
muah ♥ ♥muah
sikit2 je banyak2 tak boleh
i simpan untuk husband i nanti
;D

well maybe nanti metered earnings nya nanti
dalam rm 1-10 je
or maybe like 1-5 jek
tapi oklah untuk junior nuffnangers macam i ni
tak sampai setahun pun join nuffnang
tak lagi puluh2,ratus2 hatta ribu-riban macam
hanis zalikha yang dapat 3k sebulan from blogging jek
cayalah hanis!
baru setahun padi muda than me
tapi dah ada income gitu
isk2 jeles
sumpah jeles

by the way, alang2 dah update blog ni
terpaksa lah i selit sikit
gambar i time vacation kat perlis last week
terpaksa tuh..
makcik paksa! hahah memaen je ;p


AMARAN.WARNING.CAUTION.

1. i dah gem♥♥ (mind me.ni perkataan lucah
untuk perempuan kayh ;p)
sebab guest = orang yang selalu disumbat dijamu makan oleh
tuan rumah.
so i pun dah fluffy sikit.

(gedik guna fluffy.nampak comey sikit dari tembam.
apa yang anda bayangkan bila dengar tembam?
"eeiii gemuk." "eeei bulat.bola ke tuh?"

bila fluffy??
"ooo comel je tuh." "kiut miut la. tak kembang pun i tengok."
psikologi main peranan.nuff said)

2. i dah kelam aka gelap.
akibat main air terjun.aiyooo
sunblock pakai tapi tak re-apply.
padan muka.
eh tak padan la dengan muka..
padan la dengan ketiak rambut hitam ni..
hmmph padan padan :(

3. rambut i serabai gila.
enuff said.
lama sangat tak trim.
sebab tu tadi baru lepas trim hujung rambut
and buat fringe.
mak baca,bagus untuk mencepatkan pertumbuhan rambut kita tau
nyah ( kan nyah lala kan?? haha)

so, bila tengok gambar2 nih
hilangkan bersama
pikiran anda yang mana ada
word 'gemuk','gelap' & 'serabai'
bersama dengan air sembahyang yang telah
batal akibat terlelap dengan ganasnya atas katil
sambil baca post gila panjang mengarut nih.

ok?
cun?
cantek?

bagussss anak murid cikgu







macam biasa muka geli mesti ada ;p
btw time ni panas menyengat.pasal tuh ada
effect mata sepet.hakikatnya tak pun.hukhuk

ni saja lah ya murid2.
cikgu tak larat nak post banyak2
internet " lajuuuuu gila sepantas lightning kat sini"
penat tunggu upload gambar ni
buang masa i buat lab report
eh reportS ni.
:(


bye.