it's a good new year i hope :)

alhamdulillah dah makin ilang serabut sekarang

tengah tunggu placement utk jawatan tetap

dah putuskan smue so-called 'relationship' dengan sume orang yang tak semengah

tengah tunggu kete baru hehe 

tak plan nak beli kete this early actually tapi i need something to distract me

good to say im single and still trying to be happy

insyaAllah )

story of my life

hmmm..
currently in deep thoughts
im in kinda a pretty serious situation now
pasal ubt lah
adoiii serabot gk pale ku  ni'

keje satu bnda
personal hal pun satu bnda
dlm proses move on ni
jmpe mcm2 jenis org
org kt tmpt keje lain
org yg konon nk rapat satu hal
fuhhhh serius lps keje nih
thp kesbaran senipis bawang
haha

2,3 kaum adam aku jmpe s'h kit
ya rabbiiiiiii
menykitkn hati
jenis memaksa ye
jenis cm biskut kkdg ade kkdg x xde
jenis mcm mcm org mabuk,stupid conversation
adoiiii
naseb bdn hahaha

ntah bile nk kawen
umur da 25
xsame mcm awk dlu
u were all kinds of good for me
tak memaksa,matang,a good listener

susah lupa smtg yg ilang sebab slh kite
skg da dpt blsan sume xorg perangai tak semengah

story of my  life

shh shhh

perasaan ape ni shhh shhh go away idiot

:/

A sudden urge to cry.all of a sudden.ttibe je..
:'(

Sedihnya :((((

jauh dirindu

:') sedih lagu ni..aritu dngar kat sinar fm
mama la nih... sinar fm da la lagu kkdg sedih x hengat
haha

terus iolls suke..my colleagues and family keep asking me to stop
listening to such songs..emm belum lagi kot.. hehe

nanad says..

..

hehe npe nanad?
sbab skg kite dah potonf rmbut pendek.

aritu kua org tgur cm nad zainal
fmly pon same hehe
byk kali lak tu :p

arapnye begitu laa..
ameen ameen ameen insyaallah

:')

well..hahaha a friend wasap me this..
knowing me now haha

entah le.. cam comel je.thanks :')

my bestie dah kawen..sobs officially sedih gila

hahah abaikan gamba gila gedik kami
i miss her so much and now that she's getting hitched...
lagi lah..

:'(

hope u'll be a good wife my dear
syg u ketat2
:')

sanggup lari dari wedding di srmban all the way to raub to be there on her big day..

pelangi senja

true

malas dah.sebab dah tua.dah mls nk main just like chilling out ke..i want serious shit :p

:'(

cant tell how stressful i am these days..
every day is like a struggle.u abes keja
u kena buat slides bace buku complete log book
berkejar nak clerk bpuluh kes patient kat ward
do research be good at the management if not u suck

:(((((

i dont want to do this demmit
huwaaa penat.xsuke

sigh

aku tak sombong lah!

ya Allah
ramai sgt ckp aku sombong skg
baru je sorg ni ckp bhasa aku kasar
jgn buat cmtu kt laki yg awk syg

cmtu die ckp..

aku xpernah kasar ngn org weh
ade la..tpi aku rase x sekasar biase kot
.sejak da single ni hehe
ye lah dlu dia ckp aku baik sgt ngn laki kan

xpela..i think He knows better
kalau aku sombong ngn org llki pon lgi bagus
xd fitnah kan

tapi truth is ak x sombong weh
pemalu pndiam je

sigghhhh xleh nak please sume org

yg peliknya aritu trainee pmpn tnye akak npe  lmbut sgt
hehe ngn org laki kot acah grg ye x hahah xnk kasi org sesaje dekat

patience is a virtue

To be honest

Yes i can say that
Not completely la
But yup lain sket

Dah shun myself.from men
I mean for now

Cos mentally belum move on abes lagi
Sikit lagi. .sikit lagi hehe
Xnak tjebak dgn org Lagi
Xnak bg hrapan
Xnak mengharap

Wlaupun sedih aritu pemandu kt hosp ni
Ckp awk dah 25,anak sulung.xkawen lg??
Aish sentaap oooo
Naseb bek memule die ingt umur aku 20 thn
Naseb la kn..awet mude hehe
:p

I hope He has a better plan for me
I believe so

no promises

buat report sambil dengar lagu ni on repeat
layaaan

i want my brad pitt haha

T_T

Cried tengok ni
Sobs kenapekah emosi di waktu ini grrrr

Take care

Ive loved and ive lost
If u let me..here's what i'll do
I'll take care of u..

I know uve been hurt
By someone else
I can tell by the waaayu cary yourself..

Bestnya lagu nih

Takde maksod ape2
I olls single lagi :D

Everytime i dont,i almost do

Can we just forget,put this past behind us and start all over again..

Sigh

Cant seem to start over with anyone else
I pity those who tried
But most importantly i pity myself
Cos i have yet to put myself first

When will this end eh
When when

Self rant

Bile jmpe org baru..
Blom ape pon.cuma kenal aje
Hati xleh terima lg
Still tkenang yg lame.
Sigh

Now solo lg
Xleh paksa.bukan lah paksa ni
Cuma ikot aje kawan kenen kan ngn member die
Jadi awkward plak klo xd ape2 plak kn
Doesnt matter
Xleh paksa bnda2 ni
Ak pon rase ak mcm kaku sket skg
Xbiase.nk start over ngn org lain
Erkh!

Hope time shall heal everything.make me forget what's needed to be forgotten

'once upon a time i was falling in love,now im only falling apart' #lyricscut

Congrats gk to this one guy yg brani,trus trang nk try sy time tgh emo tuh haha.nobody wants an emotionally damaged girl right.i even came clean that i wasnt ready at the time being..nways it was all in the past and wee  he's getting engaged soon.so glad and happy for him.ad jodoh xkemane gk u. . :))))